Floating Under The Level

On The Outside

((There was this girl who always had such a strong imaginative mind. No matter the age she never gave up on what she truly believed in. People always criticized her for this so after a period of time she became hidden and everything she cared for in a way got destroyed but never fully forgotten. The outside became the inside. Hidden away from the world where no one else could judge her for being her true self. This girl always thought of her self to be alone in the world. A misfit, a stranger, and most of all an outcast against the world. Since she was different though the girl did not know she was not alone. Everyone in the world is different has there differences in each and every one of us. ))

Raina's POV

As she wakens from bed instantly popping out of bed out of fear. As she notices she has awoken she goes back into her normal quite self. Walking into the kitchen looking for a nibble of food. Searching and searching she finally finds some fresh scented strawberries. Her mother alies in the living room minding her own business as her daughter doesn't spare a moment to say good morning she goes back in her room with a small sign on her face of stress feeling alone in the world as she normally does. "Time to get ready I suppose" she says in a lonely depressing voice. Soon finishing as she gets ready to leave the door for school she says in a calm yet sun sire voice. "Good bye mom". She walks out of the house closing the door behind her as she drags her feet across the ground taking in a few breaths of the cold fresh morning as she enters the bus. Seeing to which all of her peers our sitting down already in their seats as she struggles to find her own seat she finally finds one. While the bus driver drives off awaiting to pick up other students she sits quietly against the side of the bus looking out the window seeing that its still dark considering its morning. She signs and takes a few more breaths to relive stress that awaits deep into her soul. Moments later the girl gets out her more old fashioned phone and sends a text to her beloved love Mark. "Hey Mark I love you very much and miss you maybe we can hang after school?" as her stress is relived just sending a message to one of her closest allies she then receives a message back. "I love you to Rain and yeah sure".  Soon then receiving a message from her mother Justine "Hey I know you will be okay you will make friends eventually" She takes a deep breath and roles her eyes at the text message sent from her mother not replying back to either message seeing as the school bus has finally stopped off at the school. While she awaits all the other students to exit the bus she gets off finally grabbing her binder and slowly walking off taking a breath as she reaches her last step off while she sees her boyfriend in the grassy area as they liked to call it. Every morning they would meet here to say good morning and welcome each other into a loving and warm hug.  "Hi..." she says in her regularly shy voice. While Mark simply smiles at her giving her a hug. In that moment of one another hugging each other they look into each others eyes seeing there true beauty deep inside there soul. Mark seeing as that Raina is no outsider or stranger but a true remarkable and compassionate loving girl. While Raina looks into Marks light green colored eyes she sees a strong warrior and protector yet not only a fighter but a lover type of guy. "Well it seems you better be going Rain" He says in a concerned yet lonely voice. She looks at him sadly and looks down at the ground only for a few moments then up at the clouds. "Yeah I guess so....Bye...I love you". Mark keeps locked eyes with her saying one last thing before entering into the school. "Yeah I love you to always", as he gets interrupted by Raina like usually "and forever." She slowly walks away from him as he does the same entering the bus after a few other kids ahead of her sitting down once again all alone pushed up against the school bus while the bus driver instructs another bus driver that he's off to Cental High as the bus finally starts the drive off away from Ceniel High a completely different school. Driving down the street she hears other students loudly talking in the back of the bus laughing and giggling. Something she's not used to as she remains quite she slowly closes her eyes and for a few peaceful moments falls into slumber awaiting moments later the school bus at Cental High School. Walking into school and going immediately to her class considering she has no friends at school. Waiting in the room for the bell to ring while she takes out her phone once again looking at the time after putting her phone away the bell rings first period begins. Seeing to which all the students our finally in their seats. Next to her is Elit a guy that she's not super found of but tries to keep peace with. Moments later he says in a stirm voice "Hey" as she looks to her left just a tad but not to much where the teacher couldn't notice. "uh...hi.." she says in a quite and shy voice. The teacher hands out a bell ringer while she reaches out of her pen bag a pink gel pen firstly writing her name on the right top corner and then fallowing off with the date. Answering the answers completely right as usual. After all it was one of her favorite classes math class that is.  About three and a half hours later two of her classes end. While the lunch bell rang. For other people who were more on the sociable side loved lunch for Raina she simply walked out of class and straight outside after opening the back doors of the high school. Sitting against the wall of the school getting out her phone waiting a few patient moments she calls her boyfriend Mark. After and answer from Mark, Mark simply reply's with a "How's my girl?" He asks in a joyful voice as she replies in a joyful yet at the same time lonely voice "I'm fine you?". Mark replies back seeing as his girlfriend Raina's voice sounds a bit lonely "Sitting down alone just so I can talk to you". She instantly smiles at that reply while she says "oh really you don't want me to let you go so you can go hang out with your friends" See Raina has a thing about her self which she does a lot of the time but people don't really know it. Per say when she's happy she knows it won't last forever so she rejects the feeling and pushes it away. Mark says as he usually does at this time "No I want to talk to you Rain". She smiles and rejects the happiness emotion once again. "Hmm..." she says not really knowing what to say. Minutes later the bell rings to signal that lunch is over the phone call ends and Raina and Mark are back in there studies and classes. Raina was a bit more happier since lunch was over because that means its getting closer to the end of school and the closer to the end of school the closer to seeing Mark. About,  three hours later school is finally out. Hearing the last bell ring instructing the students that it's time to leave. Raina hurries off to the bus grabbing her binder from the table and walking out the main front doors of Cental High not saying a word to anyone getting on the bus earlier then other students taking her seat with out effort and stress she sits and looks out the window saying to her self in her joyful mind. "On my way Mark" moments later the bus finally is filled up with students and is taking off back to Ceniel. She smiles in joy just awaiting to get off the bus while the bus finally arrives at Ceniel High School. She patiently waits for all the students to get off the bus walking over to the grassy area sitting down by a tree under the shade because she wasn't faund of the sun. Patiently awaiting for Mark's high school bell to ring. Minutes later it finally rings while a few more patiently minutes later Mark spots Raina under the tree while they lock eyes as usual hugging one another as Mark offers to carry Raina's binder. "Hi Mark!" Raina says in her louder voice as he says "Hey Rain how's my girl doing?" He asks as she replies "Better since your here". They both get onto Marks bus after there nice greeting of one another sitting on the bus together while Raina snuggles up against Mark feeling his warmth and his smell refreshes her sent. Smiling as the bus takes off. A Little while after the bus drops both Mark and Raina off at Mark's house while they both intertwine each others hands walking to his front door after a flight of stairs. Seeing that Mark knocks on the door awaiting to see his Kind Mother answering the door. While Mark's mother greets Raina nicely as usual as Raina greets back nicely as well. Taking a seat on the couch like her usual letting her boyfriend a few moments to cool off considering in a way he was like his girlfriend annoyed by most people.  "Oh babe" Mark says to Raina shortly after getting a reply from Raina "Yeah baby" getting another reply from Mark, "I got a surprise for you" after all Mark always did like to surprise Raina. Raina says in a surprise yet mysterious voice "What is it?!" He grabs his back pack opening it up slowly looking at Raina while he pops out a picture that he drew showing her that he missed her while she looks at him with a smile "Aww thank you baby I love it" she takes it and looks at it very closely. With her photographic memory set mind track remembering it detail after detail. Then sadly rejecting the happiness and simply saying "All put it with the other pictures" He smiles at her as she simply smiles back at him. Shortly they both sit down on the couch cuddling one another with each others warmth keeping one another close in a cherishing moment. As Raina gets up off the couch saying in a sweet voice "Be right back Mark" she says while walking to the bathroom as she finally enters into the bathroom she closes the door behind her looking in the mirror. Seeing the outside but not the inside thinking to her self why am I so ugly? Thinking criterzing her every flaw from her toes all the way back up to the very tip of her head. Hearing as Mark's foot steps silently walk across from the carpet and gently knocking on the door soon then entering while he looks at Raina and says in a sin sire voice "Beautiful". As Raina smirks a bit then blushes looking at him in the eyes then back at the mirror seeing the monster that she has been created into seeing the little girl lost in the mits of her soul. While she looks down at the ground taking in a breath then exhaling slowly as she feels her stomach cramp up feeling that she's not enough for her beloved Mark Larson. Yet continues to smile for the show. While Mark slowly approaches her she stands there with a blush knowing what's coming she looks at him straight in the eye then a small smile appears on her face. As one another slowly come forward towards each other feeling as if they were batteries a positive and a negative side connecting into electricity. While Mark comes in a bit more guiding his warm hand to the back of Raina's back pushing her a tad bit closer to him. Seeing to which Raina raps one of her hands on the back of his neck and the other around his shoulder continuing to stare into his light green eyes locked in stare with one another. Mark simply puts his other hand on Raina's cheek gently feeling her soft warm skin. As one another take a deep breath sharing the same air while Raina makes the first move gently pushing her lips against Marks while each other feels their lips pushed against one another's. Mark feeling Raina's soften delightful lips against his as he opens his mouth as she does the same. He slowly and sensually puts his tongue in her mouth as she fallows his lead putting her tongue in his mouth while they share one another's saliva. Searching all parts of each others mouth while they then intertwine their tongues together while Raina makes a small yet passionate moan that simply escapes her mouth from the kiss. The kiss soon ending while Raina takes a step back almost falling back as she gets a hold of her stance looking at Mark while each other smile in joy. 

Mark's POV

"Finally as always I kiss that one true meaningful love of my life a breath away a step away I couldn't imagine someone as defined as Rain" he thinks to him self while exiting the bathroom grabbing Raina's hand while they both exit the bathroom. He then says in a thought of mind "How I wish Rain didn't have to be so insecure when she has nothing to be insecure about, only if she could see what I do the depth of her beauty is undefined. He finally meets the living room with his hand still intertwined with Raina's. Letting go as he grab's his shoes, leaning down slowly grabbing one shoe and then the other wearing his favorite black shoes as he normally always would wear. "Come on Rain lets go" he says in a joyful surprise pulling up a trick up his sleeve as he normally does smirking at Raina as she replies "Oh okay hang on let me put my shoes on" she says in a curious voice. As they both walk out side the door hand in hand as Mark lets go only for a moment to close the door behind them. While they both walk down the flight of stairs together. Finally meeting the ground once again while they continue their journey off into a magic paradise.

Raina's POV

She walks into the sunlight while she passes a tree on their way the continue to walk intertwined with one another's hands. Shortly after seeing that Mark wraps his arm around Raina while they further walk keeping her safe from anything and anyone. While Raina simply smiles and continues to walk asking a simple yet serious question "So Mark what we doing?". He laughs "You'll see it's a surprise" Seeing that Raina never gets board of his surprises she only gets more wondrous and curious to each and everyone of them. They continue to further walk while Mark brings Raina to the park as they once did in the very begging of their relationship. See here one of the biggest things about them is they used to always bond as little children at a park so that's why its so meaningful to Raina. Raina always liked to make things memorable for those times of when you need to hold something close when you yet to think there is anything to hold onto left.