I'm here in my bed thinking should I die? or is there really people out there that care. and when it comes to school the only thing stoping me from cutting myself is my crush. I started likening him (again lol) about two months ago but anyway when it's recess I'm so alone I try and be with people but they don't give me a chance. I'm so alone I need someone but no one really cares about me. OMG I'm 12 years old I shouldn't be going though this :,( now I'm in school it's so empty I feel so abandon