Words From Soul

I'll let you go, my bestfriend

I have something to say,
But i can't find a way.

So i'm writing this,

I'll let you go
No matter how low i would feel.
Because you were the one who made me smile,
When i was fragile.
You were the one who filled my eyes with tears,
Tears of happiness, of joy and from endless laughter.

I'll let you go
No matter how much you mean to me,
Because now you have chosen somebody over me?
So i'll let you free.
Free from being my best friend,
Free from bearing a person like me

I'll let you go,
No matter how much my life be empty.
Although i know i would be in pain,
But i'm sure as hell that it won't be in vain.
Because now you are much more popular,
Beacause compared to you I'm a bit loner.

I'll let you go,
No matter how much i'll be affected.
Because you deserve happiness,
Now I only contain sadness.
Sadness from personal issues,
Sadness from family issues.

But all that sadness is hidden from you, so sorry,
But i did it because i don't want you to worry.
It feels like some part of me dies,
I'm writing this because i suck at goodbyes.

So forgive me,
And forget everything about me.