Behind Closed Doors (N.H./L.T.)

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We skipped our last two classes and decided to write.... Bad asses.
This chapter takes place before the teaser that was posted yesterday.

-The Misfits-
Jet Black Heart - 5 Seconds Of Summer

Megz POV

I stand outside the nurses office watching Lynn walk away, I was worried about her always am she's getting worse. "Hey you okay?" I look over and there Louis giving me a sympathetic look "yeah" I sigh " I just don't know what to do about lynn".
"She will be ok don't worry Megz" Maybe Lou never did change...

*The Next Morning*

Lynn's POV

I run down stairs after getting ready and look at the fruit sitting on the table. I look down at my stomach as it growls, one Apple wouldn't hurt would it?

Of course it would your fat enough don't eat

The voices are right. I walk away and grab my backpack meeting Megz at my truck getting in I put one of the new 5SOS songs on and start singing loudly with the music.
In the middle of third and forth period I got a call.

Anna

What? How could this be? I answer the phone.
"Hello! Who is this how the hell did you get this number!" I yell angrily into the phone walking outside. "Lynn? Lynn baby it's dad" what the hell

"why do you have her phone? Do you want to see me hurting? WHY  IS HER PHONE STILL ON?!?!" "Lynn sweetheart calm down your sister has been gone for 6 years you need to get over her death!"

"I won't get over her death DAD! She was the only one who cared about me then she left! Mom her and you all left me alone! People always leave" I hang up hearing the final bell I'm late now but I don't care "I HATE YOU" I yell to the clouds, sitting on the ground I give up "I don't want to be alone anymore I want someone to love and to hold me" your to ugly no one would ever want you, your a failure people leave you cause they can't handle you, they hate your guts you ruin there life's "I know. I know. I know. I KNOW!!!" I'm being pathetic I know but I don't care right now I look around seeing nobody around and head back inside. When I walk in to class people will be looking at me maybe I should just leave. I wait for about 5 minutes before I decide that was best.
Walking out of the school I see Niall and run over to him

"You got a car Horan?" I asked the tears coming back. "Yeah why wants wrong?" He looks at me concerned "Can you drive me to the graveyard? Don't trust myself right now"

 "course I can love" he lead me to his car and we drove off. On the drive there I look out the window it has started raining now, the clouds were crying with me "um if you don't mind me asking can I know why you want to go here" I point to a gravestone and he unlocks the door not caring about getting wet I walk over to it

Anna Mitchell
1994-2010
Loving Sister And Daughter

"Your sister...." Niall's voice trails off "how did she?" I don't know if I should tell him but right now I wanna tell someone

"I was 11 and she was 16.... I went to drawing a butterfly in my room when I heard her crying. I wanted to know what was wrong so I went to find her...." I take a deep breath shaking I feel his warm arms rap around me "you don't have to continue if you don't want to"

 " I want to it's just hard.... I walk to her room to find her sitting on her window sill a rope a around her neck .... "I'm sorry" is the last thing she said to me before she jumped.... The other side was tide to the tree house we played in when we were younger" I look down and close my eyes

"Her funeral was the last time I saw my dad he sent me to live with my aunt she hates me blames me for my mother getting sick and dying so at 16 I moved out and now here I am a year later, A mess and falling a part. My walls are breaking and I'm so scared" I cover my face with my hands and pull away from Niall.

"I'm here Lynn I'm here I will catch you when you fall and I will help you put your heart back together I won't ever leave I swear to you"

 " I can't Niall I can't people always leave I don't want to be left again" slowly he walks closer to me "I won't leave just let me in" hugging me tightly in his arms I finally give in holding on to him as if he's the only thing that's keeping me alive

"please don't leave me Niall"

 "I wouldn't dream of it princess" he picks me up and carries me to his car, my eyes flutter shut exhausted, the last thing I feel in a light pressure on my forehead before it was all completely dark.

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