Silent Goodbye

Chapter 1. wolf moon

''how can i be fixed if i cannot be repaired'' 

i was in California, kian in mystic falls, cameron in new orleans with ash , and connor in new York for the week end, we were all miles apart, we are a pack but after i moved it was torn apart, beacon hills is fun but boring,  i missed the boys, i bet they missed me too, i barely text them anymore, i told derek i was going on a trip and left.

i walked all the way to new orleans, its been forever since i've been here, i walked into the quarter, the fresh air hit me like a title wave, last time i was here was back in 1984, when i first met the salvatore's, i walked past the cemetery where i first met cameron salvatore, as i past it i saw cameron and ash sitting on a grave stone, i stepped backwards then i entered the cemetery, '' cam '' i said '' carson how are you here'' he said jumping off the grave stone '' hey carson ash'' said to me, i gave them both a hug, '' how have you two been'' i asked them, they looked at each other '' good'' they said at the same time, i chuckled at them '' what can we say were partners in crime'' ash told me '' ive missed you guys'' i told them, they looked at me while smiling '' we've missed you too '' cam told me '' right ash '' '' yeah yeah ive missed you more tho '' ash told me, i giggled at their sense of humor, '' where' your brother ash '' cam asked ash looked at him '' which one'' ash asked smirking '' the big bad wolf'' cam told ash '' oh he's probably annoying poor rebekah'' ash told cam, i laughed a bit, ash jumped off the roof of the small building, '' lets go hang out my house guys '' ash told us we both nodded and followed ash, we made it to his new house, we followed him up stairs, i flopped on his bed while cam sat on the floor, ash sat on his bean bag chair, '' so what have you been up to for the past year'' ash asked me, '' well chased cars for a living '' i told them while laughing, cam threw a pillow at me, i caught it and threw it back at him, then i heard a yell '' oh good kol's home'' ash informed us, '' who's kol'' i asked '' uh the cocky brother'' cam told me  '' oh '' i said '' yeah my older brothers are all weird'' ash told me '' y'all are weird'' cam said which  made me laugh, then a young guy with brown hair walked in '' what up bro '' ash said, '' where's nik '' kol asked frustrated '' annoying bekah '' i spoke up he looked at me and smirked '' who might you be love '' he asked me '' i'm carson you must be the cocky brother '' i said which made cam and ash fall off laughing, i smiled '' i'm also the charming brother'' kol told me '' oh yeah?'' i asked sarcastically he smirked then walked out the door '' oh you told him '' ash said while smirking, '' i'm good with words'' i told them,  '' hey who wants to go to mystic falls '' cam asked us '' i do'' i told him '' i guess i'm going too '' ash said,  cam smiled '' lets get our pack back together'' cam told us, me and ash smiled then followed cam down the stairs, kol and nik watched us leave, i put my ear buds in and listened to move by little mix, cam started up his 75 sliver camaro the car roared, ash was up front with cam i was in the back, '' mystic falls here we come'' i said with happiness in my voice, cam high fived ash as he pressed on the gas and the car's wheels spun as we left the mikaelson house.