falling in love with a noboby

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Jazzi's pov
Its been a couple of weeks, grieving about Tay. Its now September. Im now 8 months pregnant, and Scar had a at home doctor to check on me every other week. He said I was having another girl. I really dont want to have this baby and she never got to know her amazing daddy. That shit really gets to me. Me and PJ decided we would go to the mall to get our minds off of things. I try not to think about Tay alot, because i can sense a breakdown. Pj said shopping for baby clothes and accessories would get my mind off things. I put on a big shirt on, some Pink© joggers, and some KD's on.
PJ had on a Jordan windbreaker outfit on with some Jordan 11's on.
" Jazz you ready to go" PJ yelled.
" yeah-" I replied before I got cut-off.
" where yall think yall going? Scar yelled while watching football.
"To the mall damn, mind your own buisness!" PJ yelled while opening the door.
"Jazz, you'll be back right?" He said sounding demanding.
I look over at him, he was already staring at me; slightly smiling. I turned my head and walked out the door with PJ. We get in her 2015 Altima.
"Aaahh" i quence.
" whats wrong?!" PJ screeched.
" hah nothing she was just kicked while i was sqatting.
" oh, girl you had me scared!" Pj said while laughing as she started driving.
" really dont know whats gone happen after I have my baby, will I still be here or.." I started to say.
" how about you worry about that we she comes." Pj said taking her eyes if the road.
" pJ im 8 1/2 months all ready, it aint that much time, she can come right now" I said.
We drive for a couple more minutes, then we pull up to the mall.
" matter of fact lets look at some baby clothes," pj stated.
" well okay, oohh this one right her, i see lounge chairs." I said as i pointed to the store. I sit down and pj starts roaming around the store. I find some nursery rhyme books. I read some of the books while I wait.
" aahhhee!! okay nie u needa stop kicking." I say tapping my belly.
" okay i got three outfits," pj said comming over to me with bright colors.
" nooo, you in da wrong section i need newborn not 2 months!" I said almost yelling.
" Jaz, why the fuck are you yelling?!" she said whispering loud.
" she kicking like crazy, just here take my card and get some clothes you like, only on buy 5, get 5 half off, i gotta pee," i said starting to get up and digging in my bag.
" bitch!! You couldn't hold it?!" She said coming towards me.
" bitch thats not pee, my water just broke!! I yelled.
" oh this some bull shit right here!!" She said helping me up.
" i need some help!!" She yeld.