Silent dreams, unspoken thoughts.
Fears of rejection, fears of distraught.
I close my eyes and dream of deep, alluring places where you could take me.
In my dreams you're perfect- everything I want you to be.
I inhale softly the fragrance of your skin and it's warm presence. Smooth, intoxicated.
You blinded me, you deafen me. And now you have taken my most valuable possession.
I gently lay my fingers on the tip of the gun, grasping and gripping it with my free hand. Holding it with all my strength..
.. will you notice me now?