The suicide note from her!

Riddles and rhymes

Can I ask who reads my story it got me thinking is it girls/women or boys/men comment any questions you have about me or the story and I will answer.

Emery's PoV
I ran and ran and ran for hours on end to escape my family, my mate and most importantly myself. My wolf was on edge I was a rouge before but we settled in places hid from alphas and most importantly I was with my family in hiding.

I left almost everything behind except my blades, favourite jumper, a few pairs of jeans and my favourite dungarees along with a hoodie and a tracksuit and the necklace, bracelet and ring I received of my mum before she died it all belonged to her and they were all a meaning of something good her mums ring a symbol of a new beginning, the necklace a symbol of marking your mate and the bracelet a symbol of the future to come.

Maybe she was just being silly. Foolish even many women would feel lucky to be the mate of an alpha emery however felt like it was a curse. Like the moon goddess (the goddess of werewolves) hated her so gave her an alpha as a mate. Wow wasn't she lucky her whole life has been ruined in just one day.

If only I had a mate who actually cared about me then I would really be happy and would accept him as my mate where as Reagan is such a jerk he called her an emo he called her a rouge what's next 'freak of nature' I hate him I really well and truly do but for now I have to keep going I have to reach the next pack border and ask for permission to cross or to join the pack. Luna supposed to be or not I'm rejecting my alpha mate and leaving him altogether that's an added bonus yay so fun but I would have to tell the alpha of the pack who I am and why I am running yay I'm really going to be dead by the end of the night great.

I would be dead and I wouldn't have committed suicide which is such a shame I want to so much to be in control of my ending to my torture.

Let's just keep running its just me and princess (my wolf) and I hope that Reagan accepts rejection or I'm really gonna have fun with a suicide I can't help it if I really want to die can I oh well I slipped past his pack this morning and I will happily do it a million times over to escape.

I came to a stop realising I'm about to enter pack territory a sign reads red fang pack. They were really well protected their alpha is young so he will have plenty of pity for me I can only hope.