My name is Grayson . I'm 17 and gay . My boyfriend is 18. I'm going to tell you the story of how I fell in love for the first time . It all started about one year ago ...
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Grayson's P.O.V.
First day at my new school . Great . At least none of them knew I was gay . I was wrong . This was the day that changed my life . The day I would never forget . I got out of bed and got dressed . I brushed my hair and fixed it up like I normally did and put my shoes on . I pulled my body down the stairs and to the living room. My mom was in the kitchen cleaning dishes and my dad was sitting on the coach .
"Do me a favor Grayson . "My dad slurred .
"W-what dad." I asked quietly .
He didn't answer he just got up and walked off to the kitchen as if he just decided he didn't want to ask me . I walked out quickly avoiding anything else happening .
I arrived at school and the kids starred at me . What were they all staring at ? Yea I was a new kid but they didn't take their eyes away . I waked cautiously through the halls . I found my locker and put in the combo . I tried to open it but it wouldn't work . I tried again and again put I had no luck .
"Let me help you." A boy said walking in front of me and taking the paper with my combination on it .
He put in the combo and opened the locker . He turned to me handed me the paper and smirked just before walking away . I looked at my locker and put in my stuff . When I shut the door I realized people were still staring . I quickly walked away and didn't look back .
Classes went by and people slowly stopped staring . That boy I saw had one class with me . He glanced up at me once and a while . I noticed he had bright blue eyes that complimented his jet black hair . He was wearing a black leather jacket, black ripped skinny jeans , and a white v neck . He also had on a black beanie . When last period was over I went to my locker . I finally got it open this time .
"So I herd you like boys . Are you a gay boy? Huh ? ." I herd some one say as I herd foot steps coming from my side .
I slowly looked around the door and found 3 guys standing there . One blond , one had black hair , and the other had brown . The brown haired one slammed my door closed almost squishing my fingers .The blond grabbed my shirt by the collar and pushed me against the wall of lockers .
"What do you want !" I got out
"Oh nothing just to make your life just like home, hell." He said pushing me up against the lockers again.
A sick smile cracked across his face .
"Get away from him!" I herd someone yell then felt gust of wind come over me .
I looked to my side and that one boy who helped me with my locker was on the ground beating the living hell out of the blond . He finally stopped after about 10 long seconds. The boy got off of him and he stood up. I could see the blond ones bloody nose . The one with black hair helped him up. I felt pain shoot through my body and blacked out .::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
"Hey are you ok ? Wake up !" I herd a voice echo through my head which was throbbing.
I blinked my eyes a few times . I saw a figure leaning over me . My vision slowly cleared as I blinked some more . It was the boy who I didn't know the name of .
"Were am I ? What happened ?" I asked .
"You blacked out . You were hit. Were at school ." He said .
His voice was crisp and soft and deep all at the same time .I got up and looked around .
"How long have I been laying here ?" I asked rubbing my throbbing head .
"Like 10 seconds . Not that long . But I'm taking you to the nurse ." He said helping me up .
I looked around and didn't see anybody . My body felt heavy and I felt like I couldn't hold myself up . We walked to the nurses office which was just down the hall. We walked in and the boy told her that we were messing around and he accidentally hit me to hard. The nurse stood up and told me to follow her . I did . She checked me out and said nothing was wrong and that I would be fine . I walked back out and noticed the boy was gone . Why would he just leave ? Who was he? I asked myself . I walked out of the school and all the way home . When I got in dad was on the couch still and I didn't know were mom was .
"Oh good your home . "My dad said in a sarcastic voice .
"Yea , yes I am home ." I said giving a little attitude.
"Boy you better shut up!" He yelled at me .
"No dad! All you ever do is sit around and boss me and yell at me because I like boys!" I yelled scaring myself .
"Boy if you don't stop!" He said getting up .
"If I don't stop what ? Standing up for myself ?!"
He came up to me and slapped me on my left cheek . Slapped by my own father . My left cheek started to tingle . Blood rushing to the heated area . My heart thumbing . My head bounding . Tears filled in my eyes . It took all my strength to hold them back . I took off and ran . Out the front door and down the street . Not knowing were I was going but it wasn't going to be back home . I ran as far as I could . I came to a stop at a beach . I took a seat on some wood by a shack . I cried for a while then stopped realizing I was being to sensitive for a teen boy. I ruffled my fingers through my hair until it went down . I curled up and watched the ocean . No one was at this end of the beach so it was just me and the non judge mental ocean . This day reminded me of when I first came out . It was about 1 month ago . I was just realizing I kinda liked boys . There was something about them that made me want to be with them that girls just didn't have . Girls were more my friends rather then crushes . I decided to tell someone how I felt so I went to my best friend . It was a boy surprisingly . One day at lunch I told him . I got strait to the point,
"I'm gay." Is what I said to him.
"Your gay !? " he said loud enough for everyone to hear .
They all took a look around and found us standing there with our lunch trays . He walked away from me but no one seemed to notice they just kept there eyes on me . What did I do? I ran . I dropped my tray and ran . What a weirdo they must have thought . Gay boy at our school . I thought they would soon get over it but the bullying got worse and worse so I decided to tell my parents . Big mistake. One day I came home and walked straight in and said it .
"I'm gay ."
My parents looked at me confused. They were once good parents . They loved me .
"People have been bulling me at school and it's getting bad and I can't take it anymore . " I said
My dad got angry and hit me and my mom cried the whole rest of the night . They told me it wasn't ok and it was wrong and I would go to hell. That's when we decided to move and here we are now . Hours passed of me playing me playing with the sand and the rocks and shells . The sun went down and the moon rose . I herd laughing. I turned behind me and saw a group of people walking behind me . I noticed that boy with them . Some of them had drinks and some had a girl at there side . The boy ? He had someone's hand in his . A boys hand. He was gay ? I thought so .
I quickly got up as they got closer . I was up high on the hill of the beach and they were down further so they probably didn't notice me . I walked down the beach behind them wanting to be in on what they were doing . I sat on the sand by the shore and watched them from a distance. They all just stood around drinking then music started . They were having a party and I was uninvited .
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