Silent Goodbye

Chapter 4. returning home

'' all roads lead back home to where you belong''

i was in the tree line watching my brother derek talking to ty, i smiled and jumped into action and tackled my bro to the ground '' i'm home'' i said to him he laughed '' get off of me '' he said and pushed me off of him, i looked over to see liam, '' hey Li'' i said to liam,'' hey carson '' he said to me, i hugged derek, '' what was that for punk '' derek asked, '' because your my brother'' i told him, then out of no where jackson picks me up and spins me around then kisses my cheek, '' what was that for'' i asked jackson, '' because your my forever'' jackson says to me, '' aw thats sweet'' i tell him, '' i gotta take of some business while i'm here'' i tell them, i walk to the cemetery near the woods, i touched a grave stone that sends me into a trance, 

vision........................

i was in wolf form, i saw jackson running and attacking a wolf from the other side, dodged arrows and bullets, i went for the leader, but something was pulling me back '' the necklace'' i thought but it was too late i felt pain, the sliver moon dagger was thru my back  i was no longer in wolf form, i was on the ground, they say your life flashes before you enter heaven but that didn't happen to me, i was in a dream, walking along the banks of a river in a corset and red skirt with a red cape like red riding hood, i didn't know what was happening, i knew i wasn't dead, i had to return thats what it read in the lakota wolf book when i first found out i was a wolf, i needed to return to jackson.......

end of vision 

''what happened '' i thought, what that a dream or was is a sigh of the future, i was gonna die, i can't stop it, i walked back to derek's i had to be happy i couldn't let them know what was about to happen, as i walked into my house i see jackson wrestling scott, i smiled, '' hey babe'' jackson said, '' hey '' i said to them, i went to my room and took out every spell book and every chance of saving my life, but nothing, '' what are you doing'' jackson asked me, '' nothing just trying to find something'' i tell him  '' i'm not ready for this jackson'', '' whoa what are you talking about'' he asks, '' the battle the one that shows who's the leader'' i tell him '' this is my fault i killed there pack they want revenge on me and my pack now we gonna pay the price and its all my fault'', '' no its not you were protecting your grounds they stepped on to a ticking time bomb and you showed them that they messed with the wrong wolf'' he told me, i smiled ' 'we need klaus and kol to help us'' i tell him he nodded '' yes the bad ass hybrid'' he says '' and the cocky ass brother'', i laugh at the last comment.

when a lakota wolf dies the force of the winds will bring the wolf back but stronger''

days of training and weeks of becoming closer as a pack, me being alpha female means being the lead protector to the male alpha which in my pack is tyler in scotts pack its scott, scott's pack has a banshee, in my pack we have the hybrid and me the lakota, the lakota wolf is the ancient wolf one of the first werewolves to ever step onto this earth, the most feared and the most biggest wolf, (twilight's wolves is the lakota wolf ) i didn't want to go thru what i was about to go thru, i had to tell someone so they could explain once i'm gone, i walked up to scott that morning, i told him everything, he nodded and told me not to worry, in 3 days was the battle, i was ready but i didn't know how to react, its hard because you dont know how you could possibly come back, i promised damon i would come back.

the night before the battle

that night i laid next to jackson, '' jackson i love you '' i told him '' always and forever'' he told me i smiled  as i fell asleep next to him.

'' lost but not really found''