Torn (Book 2)

3. Niall

Sorry if it's short.. I tried to do 2 pages but I failed.. :(

Chapter 3. Niall

I loved being with Josh. His touch, the way he makes me feel. I just love him. I don't wanna be without him. He's amazing. From his head to his feet he's all beauty. I can ramble on and on about Josh. So end it I love Josh. Me and Josh are going to college together. But we have to share a dorm with someone. We don't know who yet. I don't mind but I just don't want someone really annoying. If they're annoying I can just punch them. But then i'll get in trouble or something. But today me and Josh are gonna meet the lad and get moved into the dorm. All I know is that me and Josh are gonna have to share a room. The dorm is a two room, two bathrooms, a living room and a tiny kitchen. It seems cool. And it's only 3 or so minutes away from the college. I just wish Zayn and Harry were going to college with me and Josh. Liam is going to college but closer to Louis's home. I actually haven't talked to anyone, besides Josh, during the whole spring break. It's odd.. I texted Liam here and there but he was usually with Louis or Harry. Zayn was with his mum or with Harry and Liam. I don't wanna call Louis cause I already know his answer. I don't know.. Maybe we can all hang out at the dorm when me and Josh move in.. Only if the roomy isn't mean and tells us to go to bed a a certain time. I. WOULD. DIE. NIALL NEEDS TO STAY UP LIKE A BEAR! I need to watch my Derby. Hmm.. I don't know what to pack. I still didn't pack. Well I did. All my clothes so far but nothing else. Do I really need anything else. Yes! I WANT NANDOS.. Hmmm is it too early for nandos? Yes, Josh will be here in 5 to wash my car. I don't wanna wash my car.. I too lazy. I sighed as I changed the telly to Mr Bean. I wish I was Mr Bean.. I would be a funny man. Instead of Mr Bean I would me Mr Devine or Mr Horan if I don't marry Josh. But I doubt I won't marry him. OH. MY. OZ. That reminds me of the glee ending.. I so thought Kurt and Blaine were gonna get married. I mean they're awesome. And Josh got me into that show.. I only watch it if he is. I mean it would be odd for me just to be sitting at home watching glee by me self. It wouldn't be pretty.. I wonder in college if we get nap time. That would be awesome. Like 1 class for the day then nap time. YA NAP TIME! I'm crazy.. I laughed at Mr Bean and sighed. You know what? I'm gonna take a nap till Josh gets here.. I'm crazy cause i'm tired. I sighed as I pulled a blanket over me and laid down..

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"Niall wake up!" "No.. 5 more minutes" I moaned and stuffed my face in a pillow. "Fine then i'm not washing your car!" I jumped up and hugged Josh. "Please wash my car" I laughed. "Let's go" Josh rolled his eyes and pushed me off of him. "Fine you wanna push me! No kiss for Josh" I laughed. Josh pecked my lips anyways and winked. I chased him down the stairs. "Too much running" I sounded like a fat person. Which I am so yeah.. "Your fine" Josh laughed and filled the pale with water. I hosed down the car as Josh took off his shirt. "Are you trying to kill me" I mumbled. "Yes" Josh winked and got soap from his car. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a sponge. It was square.. LIKE SPONGE BOB! "I can't use sponge bob to wash my nasty car" I wined. "It's not sponge bob.. It doesn't have eyes" Josh laughed. I nodded. Josh poured soap in the pale. It looked like a bubble bath. Josh washed the car. His butt was sticking up when he tried to reach spots he couldn't get to. I got an idea.. I sprayed Josh with the hose. "NIALL!" He flipped his wet hair back. I am  so turned on right now.. "Sorry" I laughed. Josh sighed and finished washing the car. "Rinse it off Ni" Josh sighed. I nodded and rinsed the car. Josh came running at me. He took the hose and sprayed me. I ran away. As I ran I threw off my top, it kept sticking to me like my pants. Josh kept chasing me till the hose couldn't go any longer. He jumped on me and his wet body was on top of me. Josh closed his eyes and kissed me. I kissed back. Josh cupped my face and my hands were wondering his back. There was this loud beeping behind me and Josh. We jumped up and blushed. A car road passed up and the person mumbled fags. I sighed and just smiled at Josh. "I love you." "I love you too." "Well time to get going! WE GOTTA GO MEET THE ROOMY" Josh yelled and ran inside to get something dry to wear. Oh no.. Let's just hope the roomy isn't a girl I guess. That would be very odd. Two gay lads with a girl. Yeah totally odd. I ran up the stairs to catch up with Josh. Whatever happens or whoever is the roomy at least I have Josh right?..  Right cause I love Josh and I wanted to go with Josh forever. I'm not letting some roomy ruin it!

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I climed out of the car. The lady at the gate told up our dorm was over here.. It was pretty big. I walked around till I found out number.. Number 8..9...1.. Josh was behind me with our boxes. We were told that the lad who was gonna come and share the dorm with us was gonna be a bit late. I didn't mind. It meant me and Josh could unpack. We walked inside. It was small but really cool. Kitchen on the right and then on the left a living room. But as soon as you walk in is a room. on the right and a counter on the left, I'm guessing the bathroom is in the room. Then if you keep walking forward is a tiny hall, a room on the left and a bathroom on the right. "Were gonna take this room right?" "Yeah" I smiled and walked into room. There was one queen's bed in the center of the room pushed by the wall. Then across from it was a big flat screen. On each side of the bed was a closet and then a night stand with a lamp. There was a bean bag chair and a big rainbow colored rug by the bed. "Cool" Josh laughed and put down his box by the closet on the right and mine on the left. I started to hang up my clothes. There was a knock on the front door. "I'll get it!" Josh ran out of the room. When I finished hanging up my stuff I hung up Josh's. Josh just had to unpack his drums from his car and a picture in his box. I took it out.. It was a picture of me, him, Harry, and Liam. I put it on his night stand and smiled. I grabbed my guitar and put it in my closet and put a picture of me and Josh on my night stand. I smirked and looked at the door. Josh was standing there, his eyes looked like he saw a ghost. "What's wrong?" "I know our roomy." "Who is he?" Josh walked out of the room and I saw him standing there. Out of everyone in the world I have to have him..?!

I walked out of Josh's room and saw Joey crying on the couch. "I hope you make him happy.." "Joey you made him happy too.." "Then why was he with you huh?" "I don't know.." "If he really loved me he wouldn't of did this to me!" "Joey your gonna wake him." "Niall.." Joey sighed as I was about to leave. "I will find a way for him to love me again. Even if you are dating him. I love him and always will." "Whatever Joey. He's gonna be mine and always will be mine." "I was his first Niall" Joey smirked. I rushed out of the door in anger. Why was he doing this to me? Why does he hate me? Josh needs someone better.. maybe not me but it will be me for now and maybe forever.

"Joey?"