Confessions Of A Sex Addict(Trey Songz Story)

Chapter 6

"Trey!?"
I heard Tia call from upstairs. She slept for about two hours so I decided to watch a movie.

When I got to her she was sitting on the bed looking confused

"Yeah?"

"Are you ready to tell
Me why now?"

"No."

"TREMAINE! STOP FUCKING PLAYING!"

"Stop yelling Tia."

"Tell me right now!!!!"

"No."

"Trey! Tell me, you don't want me to get a job, or an apartment, or a car! Do you not want me to live! What! Why the fuck won't you tell me!!"

"BECAUSE TIA!!! I don't want you to leave me!! I fucking love you okay? I need you here! But fine! If you want to leave me, leave! GET THE FUCK OUT."

I walked out the room and slammed the door leaving her there stuck. If she want to leave fine.

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••Tia POV••

After Trey left I sat and cried for like an hour. I really didn't know he felt like that about me. Especially the way he is I didn't know if he could say I love you.
Honestly. I don't want to leave either. I just don't want to end up like I was before.

Laying down I kept feeling Jaden kick, he knows when I'm stressed out. And all I can think about is Trey. There has to be some reason he acted the way he does.

I kept calling his phone. His ass bought me a phone because he got tired of me using his.
He kept sending me to voicemail. I hope he's not doing anything dumb.

After I took a shower, I wasn't in the mood to eat so I laid down and eventually cried myself to sleep.

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I woke up to sun shining on my face, Trey didn't have his arm around me and he wasn't facing me. I know he's upset.

"Good morning." He said in a low voice

"Oh.. Your awake."

"Never went to sleep."

"Trey.. Can we please talk?"

He turned to face me. I could see in his eyes he was hurt.

"Tell me, why you acted the way you did."

"I told you. I don't want you to leave me Tia."

"I know. But why??"

"Because I don't want to be hurt."

"What happened.?"

He stared at me for a second then took a deep breath in

"Years ago, I was with this girl. Michelle. I loved her omg. We had been together for 3 years, we were engaged. And she was pregnant with my son.. I loved her.. And one night she told me she was leaving me because she said I wasn't giving her what she deserved. So we got in this huge argument. And I told her to leave.. So she left... She was so mad and crying when she left... And got into a car accident... She was pronounced dead on scene.. And my son... And from that moment on I promised I was never going for more than a sexual attraction with another female.. But then there was you. And your pregnant. I knew I had to take care of you. And when you were talking about leaving me it broke my heart. I'm sorry for yelling at you."

I was so speechless I just stared at him.
He held out his arms and pulled me in to a hug

"I love you okay Tia. Don't make me regret that." He whispered in my ear

"I'm sorry Trey... I can't imagine how that must feel."

"Not good, I really thought we were gonna have a family too."

"You'll have a family. Everyone deserves one."

"Honestly. I don't know Tia, I feel like I don't wanna be with no one but you."

"I know Trey, but things change. I just don't wanna be hurt ya know?"

"Yes I know. Just as long as you don't leave me. I swear you can have your own room, and Jaden can have his, and I'll get you a car, and I know you want that job, this is just as hard for me as it is for you."

"Ahaha. Trey. I'm just tired of being pregnant."

"Wow, why do you want to name him Jaden?"

"That's my brothers name, I would be with him right now but he doesn't live down here."

"Oh, where does he live? I can take you to see him"

"Well... He lives in Compton, in the house we grew up in, he bought it. And renovated it."

"Alright. Can you call him or sum?"

"I'll text him on Facebook"

"Alright. Get dressed."