Street Love (Chris & Tyga)

Bad News Is..........

~Bree POV

9:30 am

Yay! Its been 1 1/2 month. I was going back to the doctor. I realized that i had woken up in my own room at my house. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I scared myself as i looked in the mirror. My face was covered in dried black mascara. I'm been crying for the past 2 days. I scrubbed the mascara off my face. Then i took a long shower. The water woke me up from the pain and betrayal that Chris has caused me. After showerig for about 45 minutes. I got dressed. I had on my "LOVE ME" short sleeved shirt,  black Jane Norman studded pocket shorts, and black vans. Adding to that i wore my stripped crop blazer. I applied a little lip gloss to it. 

After getting dressed. I walked down the hall and realized that Jasmine was home. She was knocked out sleep. I didn't know that she was home with me. I went into her room and opened up the blinds.

Me: Wake up sleepyhead.

Jasmine: (groans)

Me: Come on get up!

Jasmine: Why!?!

Me: Cause i said so.

Jasmine: Why are you going somewhere?

Me: Actually i am.

Jasmine: Where?

Me: I'm going to the doctor and check on the baby.

Jasmine: Bree, its been 2 months now. You're stomach didn't even grow yet.

Me: I know.

Jasmine: Well, anyways i don't want to go. I'm fucking tired and i want to sleep.

Me: Okay. 

I left Jasmine's room and went downstairs. I got in the car and headed for the hospital. For about 15 minutes i waited for the doctor. Even though it was only a Wednesday this place was packed. I hardly knew people who came to the hospital. But it seemed weird to me. Finally they called my name and i was so relieved, that i almost jumped in the air screaming like a psycho.

Dr:  Bree Perez.

Me: Thats me.

Dr: Ah, Ms. Perez how are you today?

Me: I'm fine thank you for asking.

Dr: Ready for your ultrasound?

Me: Of course.

Dr: K, just lay down on the table here.

Me: (laying down) Alrighty then.

The doctor got that werid gel shit and put on my stomach. He started up the ultrasound. But things started to go wrong, i could tell by his facial expression. Without anyother word, he turned off the ultrasound and told me to clean the gel off. The he left the room. The doctor came back in the room 15 minutes later. He looked like he had seen a ghost. He sat right besides me & folded his hands.

Dr: Ms. Perez, there's something i have to tell you.

Me: What is it?

Dr: In your ultrasound, there was no sign of the baby.

Me: W-what are you saying?

Dr: I'm sorry. But you've had a miscarriage. You'll be getting your period in about 4-5 days.

Me: I had a m-m-m-misc-c-carriage.

Dr: Yes.

Me: Oh My God!

Dr: Are you gonna be okay?

Me: Of course. Can i go now?

Dr: Of course why not?

I grabbed my blazer and headed out the door. I got in the car and noted what the doctor said to me. I couldn't believe this shit. I had a fucking miscarriage. How could this be possible? I didn't smoke or drink while i was pregnant. What happened exactly? I was thinking about it long and hard then i realized. I drunk that shot of Tequilla when we were at that get together 2 days ago. And i wasn't taking care of myself and being aware of my surroundings.

Still in the car, i started up the engine and began driving home. As i was driving home, tears started falling down my face. Tears were affecting my vision. I finally reached home. I barged through the house and ran upstairs to my room. I put my IPod on my IHome and started playing my playlist. The first that came on was Apologize by Timbaland ft One Republic.

I was on my bed lying down crying my eyes out. It wasn't just that i lost my baby, it was just that how everything went down between Chris and I. Everything that Jasmine and I  went through had caused us nothing but pain and misery. I don't know what we should do this. I was hurting and it was much too late for Chris, Tyga, or even Mijo to apologize to us. I guess song was kind of relatable.

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait.......

You tell that your sorry

Didn't think i turn around and say....

That's it too late to apologize, its too late

I said its to late to apologize, its too late

*instrumental*

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And i need you like a heart needs a beat

(But tha's nothing new) Yeah, yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now its turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the Angel Heaven let think  was you

But i'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, its too late

I said its too late to apologize

*instrumental*

It's too late to apologize, its too late

I said its too late to apologize, its too late

I said its too late to apologize, yeah yeah

I said its too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding  on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

~~~~~

That song made me feel like i can't do better than just be alone. I have no boyfriend, i just feel like my life feels like complete shit. Why does my life suck so much? The only person that i could really trust me, Jasmine, and my mom. Shit is so fucking complicated.

 {Note: Leave a comment telling me what you think? Will Bree and Chris get back together? Who will Jasmine choose when it comes to Tyga and Mijo? Things are heating up.}