Freedom (Revising/Editing)

Chapter: 30 Frustration

Chapter: 30

Madeline's POV:

My mind was thinking about what I had to do today and I was sitting there as I haven't exit my bedroom yet. I was nervous to actually killed one of the Templars that are now my enemy. Everything is so different now and I'm actually surprised at how well that I am handling this. My heart yearns for someone that I can't have as I have no right to him at all and then I have to complete these missions that is heart-wrenching. Some of them don't want to follow them as they wanted to follow me, but because of that miserable little rodent. My status and title has been ripped away from me.

I think I made have been cold and didn't care whether or not I kill a person at all. I refuse to killed the innocent. It's not right at all, but the Templars don't know that I guess. Arno has open my eyes to world from what I was seeing. It was much more warmth and have a sense of purpose. A world that I could see my freedom along with everyone else. I have learn what is like to feel and not be so uptight with everything. The Assassin's have open a door for me where I could seek my freedom and I have options that I didn't with the Templars. My mother's death was now being check into and not waiting for some permission from the Grand Master to do so.

My heart ache for my mother as I miss her greatly. I wonder if she even move of me doing this. I shook my head as it was foolish to think of my mother now. I'm an Assassin now and my mother would probably have disapprove this, because of what I was. My path has taken a different route and I don't think I ever go back after discovering many things here. It was rocky at first, but now I think I'm starting to grow into a new person. At least I hope I am and hopefully succeed in my missions. I don't know what to think about everything still.

There was a knock on the door and I look over at it to see Arno came in. My cheeks were beginning to burn because I have my upper garment off and I'm in my under garment. Arno look confusedly at me as his cheeks were turning pink "You're not ready?"

I grab my upper garment as I put it on quickly "Sorry"

He gently turn me around as he asked softly "Are you okay?"

I nodded as I didn't want to get into it with him as I know he would lecture me on how I have to let go of the past and so on. I look up at him as I answered as well "Yes, I'm fine"

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes, we have a mission to complete here" I answered.

He rub my arms with his hands and nodded "Very well. Just remember to stay focus on your target and I'll be your eyes and ears"

I nodded once again "Okay"

We exit the room together as we didn't head for the main doors, but to his office for some reason. I was confused as I asked "Why are we going to your office?"

"William has something to tell you before we leave" Arno smile at me. 

"And what would that be?" I asked.

"You'll soon find out" He answered.

I rolled my eyes, but didn't say anything more until we arrive at his office. I look around as I notice nothing had really change except for a couple of sofa pillows move, but that's it. William was there as he turn around and gave me a small smile as he said "Ah, she arrive"

"Yes" Arno nodded as he close the door behind us.

I look over at William as he smile at me "I have some information on Vincent Gilbert that I think you should before heading out"