Blinded by Love

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India POV
"How would you feel if you were all alone,thinking that he coming home. How would you feel if your daddy died. Knowing that these niggahs took his life.how would you feel ,how would you feel if you were all alone thinking that he coming home. How would you feel if your daddy died",i sung as tears began to fall from my eyes.
I was at my daddy grave site visiting him.Its been a year and 3 months since my father was killed in a drug exchange gone wrong. It seem as if it was yesterday though.
* "daddy can you buy me some cookies and cream ice cream please" i smiled and blinked my eye lashed in a pleading manner.
"Yeah baby girl, i will bring it as soon as i finish handling my business", he hugged me very gentle.
"Okay daddy,be careful please"
"I will baby girl,i should be back in a hour at the most", and with that he walked out the door.
I sat comfortably on the cauch watching disney, patiently waiting for my daddy to come back with my ice cream. An full hour passed and he still hadnt made it back.i had an icky feeling in my stomach but i decided to go to sleep.he should be back by the time i wake up.

"India sweety wake up i brought you food" i awakened to the sound of my mother voice.
"Where is your father",she asked as she began to take off her shoes and scrubs.
"He left around 4 something and said he would be back in an hour.he still havnt came back."
"He probably got caught up at work,he should be back soon.But go ahead and get ready for bed, you do have school tomorrow girl",she walked into her room and ran her bath water.
After showering,i went to bed with that same icky feeling in my stomach.

"India, i have to go in for work..They just called me in for an emergency. Heres some money for school,be careful, and call me when you make it to school okay",my mother rushed out the door.
My mother was an doctor at Saint laylas Hospital.the hospital was named after a little girl who died of cancer.She always get called in for emergency.

Fully awakened now, i decided to watch tv until it was time for school.Passing through the channels i decided to stop on the news channel to see what the weather would be like.Cutting off the weather man the breaking news alert went off.
"Breaking news, police just found a man shot and killed in his car at the corner store on Kings and Langstans str. Detectives say the victim is Charles....." once i saw the picture pop up,i fainted.
*

That day would always replay in my head. It was very hard gaining strength from loosing my daddy,but it was harder watching my moma suffer from the lost of him.They had been together since forever. They were high school sweet hearts.

"Bestfriend be strong, you have been doing good these last couple of months.he dont want you to be crying and give up. He looking down on you baby girl." My bestfriend Zoey said.

I sucked my tears up and gathered my thoughts, "daddy i miss you.it hurts my heart to know you left me.why did you have to leave? Did you not love me enough to stay?? I wish you could be here to watch me continue to grow.to watch me graduate, and become a lady.you left before i even turned 16 ...Daddy i love you and forever will.Just watch over your baby girl. I promise to make you proud." I kissed his head stomb and walked off.

"Come on,i know somewhere that would make you feel better"Zoey smerked as she drove out the grave yard.

We were now walking in ihop.

"Table for two",zoey said.
We follow the lady to a booth and began to conversate as we looked at our menus. "I told you i could make you happy"
"Thats why you my bestfriend now...i love you girl with your leo from leo and stitch looking ass "i laughed.
"I know you didnt just go there wendy from wendy's looking ass", she playfully rolled her eyes.
"Hi,my name is lola and i will be you waitress for today.may i start you off with a drink", a tall girl came up to our table.
"Yes,i would like a sprite with strawberries in it and she would like a sweet tea with extra lemons ",i smiled.
"And what would you like to eat today"
"I would like 3 chocolate chip pan cakes,scrambled eggs wit cheese,backon,hashbrown,and cinnom toast ",i ordered my usual.

"Gimme 3 pancakes with blueberry's on top,eggs,sausage,grits with extra sugar,and hashbrowns please ",zoey read off her order as she typed away on her phone.
"Okay your order will be back shortly"

"India we should go to the football game today "i watch a smirk spread across zoey face as she spoke.
Starting to shake my head from side to side ,she spoke making me stop."ion wanna here it,we going"

"Zoey you get on my nerves. Dont nobody feel like going to no football game today",i said lowley.
"Oh well plan already in action",she spoke with her eyes focused on something else.i looked in the directions she was looking and noticed two boys about 18 or 19 and two older woman who could pass as their mother or something.
"No goodt.them women look like they can be they moma or granny" shaking my head.older woman should be shamed to date young boys.it just dont add up to me.there is a set age limit in the world, i believe.i just dont think anyone should be dating anyone with a age limit other than 3years .
"Mannnn he is one sexy niggah"lust read all in zoey's eyes.
"Cant you see he is a young want to be thug dating a cougar"
"Girl want to be?? Naww,i can tell he getting good gwap... what if you assuming and the women just their mother or something " ,finally breaking her deep stare she spoke.
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Well im sure no mother would allow there child to be a thug, yeah like i was saying... she's a cougar. "

Now ,eating my food,as me and Zo had small talk. I felt a breeze pass by me and gain a good scent of someones Cologne. Looking up i saw one of the boys from earlier walk by .feeling zo stare the dude down i slightly chuckled.
"Gurhh that dont make no sense" shaking my head and laughing,zoey joined in.

*

"Indyy hurry up danggg,we gone miss the game"
"Bihh quit rushing me im almost ready" i pulled my soft simi wavy hair into a messy bun and checked myself out in the mirror."just a lil make up" i mumbled to myself.
Taking just 5 more extra minutes to do my make up,i was finally ready.grabbing my phone,purse,keys,and turning off all the lights all in one swift move,i rushed out the door behind Zoey.
We hopped into my 2015 all white dodge charger.and made our way to the game.

*
Within 15 minutes we were at the game.
After paying for our tickets we walked in to see the stadium packed as ever.
"Where we gone sit",zo asked looking around for empty seats.
"Right there" i pointed at two empty seats surrounded by a group of boys and girls.

Rashaud POV
"Excuse us is somebody sitting here" i looked over to see two girls standing there.
"Naww ,yall can sit there",my niggah quan answered.
He tapped me and head nodded downward.looking in the direction he nodded ,my eyes landed on shawty ass they was fine as fuck buhh one caught my eye the most.staring lil baby down i couldnt help myself.
Shawty was about 5'0,slim as ever.she built right! She wasnt thick but lil baby was fine.
I was too focused on her body to see what her face looked liked.
"Damn shawty bad as fuck" i nodded agreeing with Quan.
One girl wispered to the other one and they both looked back at quan and i.
At that point,i got a good glance of shawty face.and to say the least,She was straight beautiful.thats a plus. She had a chocolate  complexion with smooth looking skin.and i have never seen a girl with blue eyes..
"Can i have my face back" that caught me off guard.i had to realize she was a female talking to me.
"Damn shawty rude as fuck",Quan mugged along.
"Sorry about that.my friend is rude.Im Zoey",the girl friend waved.
"Bitch you friendly",the other girl mugged.
"And you rude",they began to go back and foward.
"Whats your name shawty",i asked the blue eyed midget.
"Nun of yo... "
"Her name is India"
"Well ms.India, its not cute to be rude and so mean.you better be glad you cute or i wouldve treated you like one of these hoes out here"
Im guessing she was susprised because she just mugged and turned to watch the game.
*
Feeling the vibration of my phone in my pocket, i reached for it.

"Yo......ayyy for real...iight p,im on my way "

"Yo quan we gotta handle some shii" ,i got up and checked my pocket for my keys.
"Iight, shawty ima hit you up",quan spoke to the Zoey girl.they seemed to exchange number through out the game.

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soooooo, thats the first chapter.it will get better, i promise!!

But,questions??

How do you like it so far??

Whats your opinion on India??her attitude?? What about Rashaud??Zoey?? And Quan??
-zoey in the picture