Angel to Demon

*****warning smut scene trigger.Rape****

Chapter 5

Angel to Demon.

I sat there not breathing for God knows how long. I didn't know what to do. I stared into those black eyes. I knew it was a demon. Right? Cas had told me some stuff... but honestly I wasn't sure. Was it Cas as a demon? Or was the demon in Cas meat suit. I didn't know. But I looked at the face I loved and it seemed so unfamiliar.

I gently shook my head and I felt the other grab my throat. I squeaked and struggled to get my wrist free from the others grasp. I began to feel something harden against my own crotch. My eyes widen as I feel silent.

It's weird to see your own future and know what's about to happen. Tears began to roll out my eyes. I didn't want this, I didn't want to get fucked. This wasn't Cas... maybe Cas body... but no. I shook my head violently, I would have done anything for it not to happen.
I heard the other chuckle as he moved his hips against mine to try and arouse me. It didn't feel good at at all. I thought I would like it but knowing it wasnt Cas, it hit me. His hand covered my mouth as I wanted to scream. But no one would hear me.

"It would be easier if you choose to enjoy it slut." He said and squeezed my jaw making me wince. "I like how you're already undressed." He smirked and licked his lips.

He pulled off my shirt in a swift motion as I closed my eyes. Tears seeped out the sides as I felt a hand hold firm on my boob. He moved and pulled off his pants, I took a peek hoping that this was a dream. I thought I was going to pass out.

I began to thrash and buck to get him off. He then slapped me, it hurt like hell and my face went warm as I paused my movements not wanting to get hurt. I looked up at this thing on me, Cas. I was picturing Cas doing this to me and I began to sob I never pictured it like this.

"Please..." that's all I could say as I looked at those black eyes. The other chuckled and shook his head.

"He kept you hid pretty well, I got to admit, but tonight you're mine." the voice was like a servant, slithering off the tongue as it made me flinch.

I closed my eyes as I felt him get completely naked. My mind was screaming no and I began to thrash and want up. He slapped me again and a loud cry came from my mouth. He grabbed my face as a warning.

I felt my panties torn from my body. I felt so vulnerable and exposed. I thought this would be me and Cas and it would be sincere. Not with a demon who was raping me.

I felt him rub his dick along my crotch trying to get me to moan and I refused. I bit my lip. His one hand held my hips still, his thumb pressing into my skin making a bruise. He ended up tying my hand to the bed post. I thrashed one more and this time he held his hand as if to slap me but I stopped and he didn't hit me. He was trying to control me. In a way it was working because I was so scared. Now more than ever I wanted Castiel. I wanted to know I was safe.

Then two seconds later I let out a shriek as I was penetrated. There was no pleasure as tears rolled down my cheeks and he took no mercy thrusting in faster bruising the insides of me. He made me open my eyes and watch him. I looked at Cas face knowing it wasn't him but my eyes were seeing the man I love, hurting me.

I cried out and winced in pain as my body was tired and worn out. I told myself dont take this. I began to do anything that would make this demon stop. I managed to get my foot up with much pain. I kicked his side pushing him out of me. I could finally breath and I pulled myself up the bed my hands still bound. I pulled my knees to my chest and shook my head crying.

He on the other hand growled and grabbed me by the throat. I regretted moving as I could barely breath.

"Your going to do what I say." The voice wasn't Cas and I was so thankful it wasn't. He tightened his grip. I hoped he would just kill me so all of this would be over. It was clear however he had other plans. "My names Misha." He half growled and licked his lip getting closer to myself.
"Your going to do everything I desire." He spoke more and tears flowed from my eyes still. I wanted Cas. This demon, whatever he was, was going to mentally and physical kill me. I sobbed out and shook my head and his grip tightened and bruises formed on my neck.

He let go and stood up. he took off his shirt, now completely naked, just like I was.

"Please." I began to beg because that was the only thing I could do. "don't do this, I'm not worthy at all." I would say anything and everything to be freed. "Just leave I won't tell anyone of your existence here."

He just laughed. "He hasn't told you has he?" He walked a little closer and I tightened in a ball to keep away. "Well I underestimated that Angel." Misha slurred and chuckled darkly. "I have my own plan, a mission if you will."

I didn't know what he meant. What was Cas not telling me? I knew he would never lie to me or hurt me. My throat began to hurt and I was so scared.

However the other stopped his movement and actions. He began to put back on his cloths. I stayed still hoping he would forget about me. I knew that would never happen.

He threw a blanket over me then walked put of the room. My mind and body hurt. I began to cry and sob out of fear of the future. Cas wasn't coming back. A demon had me up and raped me, and would rape me again and again. And finally Castiel hadn't told me something. my mind is lost and I want to die.

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