Being a killer of unnatural proportions.

John Wayne Gacy: was convicted of the sexual assault and murder of a minimum 33 teenage boys and young men

Ted Bundy:  serial killer, rapist, kidnapper, and necrophile who assaulted and murdered numerous young women and girls

Charles Manson: American criminal and musician who led what became known as the Manson Family

Jack the Ripper: unidentified serial killer

Zodiac Killer: serial killer

All legends in my book. I wish I could accomplish what they have but technology is far too advanced. Yet many of us are still rising. Were all here. Waiting to be called upon by the legends themselves. They watch us ,study us,and wait for us. When were ready they let us know. I have been called upon and I am here now. They call us crazy but really were not. You call them the victims innocent,yes some are but then some aren't, we have certain victims for certain reasons. I sit in my room. My noiseless room. Its just me,and my thoughts and well, you of course. I've accomplished my duties and i'm so glad I have and that I could help support my cause. I was abused as a child. My mom beat me with anything and everything she could find. My dad starved me and assaulted me when I was just 7 years old. My mom was a prostitute, my dad a disgusting butcher. I never went to school, simply because my parents wouldn't allow it.They just didn't want to get caught hurting a child. I had no friends, i never have either. Not even any one from my imagination wanted to associate with me. I've tried suicide of course, and in a multitude of ways but alas,it never worked. Couldn't hang myself for i had no rope . Pills were all I had but they never helped end it they just got me a little "high" as some might say. I've never been to a hospital up until my most recent killing when the victim had actually decided to fight back. It didn't matter though.When they tried to fight back, it always failed. I've used different methods; guns ,knives ,rope ,pantyhose , and cannibalism I've even done what the legends have done; acid in the skull, dissected them, hung them on a meat hook, etc. Practically anything you can name, ive done it. I have nothing wrong with me, i'm not psychopathic and neither are others like me.I'm just in love with the adrenaline i get from the killing and pain that i cause others. Its such a thrill to see others in pain and to know that they suffered like I once did. I had killed well over 50 people by the time I was 21 but got caught on my 73rd kill, and it was only because I didn't get rid of the weapon.My finger prints were on it this time, and for good reason. I know not to do that, don't leave evidence, don't keep "souvenirs"etc.I used a crowbar to beat a woman. She was in her late 50s. No one knew her. No one loved her. She was no one.  I was ready to be caught and ready to give up the choice of murder and even the attempts at suicide. If only I had friends or a less abusive family is what psychiatrist say. Its not the fact that I didn't have friends or my parents beat me or starved me or chained me to the basement for weeks at a time. I mean yes, it was horrible and inhumane but I chose to kill, I felt no remorse and i still don't. I'm not sorry for anything I did, at all. Now i'm 38 and siting here with my thoughts. I started killing when I was 10. I killed my mom with a butchers knife to the head while she was sleeping. I murdered my dad by sawing his arm off and decapitating him with the same knife ... His knife. The same i had used on my mother. I once sewn a girls mouth shut and beat her head in with a hammer. Inhumane? Evil? Horrible? No its an amazing achievement to us. Us serial killers all stick together we know who's next and also how they will commit there crimes. I was best friends with Bundy and Gacy. I ate dinner at Gacy's once we had fried salmon with French fries and talked about killing and I ran into Bundy at a café once. He was pretty nice and told me about some of his best killings. I even started to become a legend in our killing "club" you could say. You know those rage parties everyone goes to? well killers run those usually the cannibals/vampire like ones. cannibals also started the rumors about zombies and things like that. Some of us are cops, some own big franchises like fast food places. Many meat owning companies are also owned by cannibals.  I took on my dads butcher company. And let me just say the meat is not from animals, unless someone else asks that.  Its funny to think about isn't it, the thought that you could be associating with a killer right now. your actions could lead someone to be a killer. Many people I talked to caused me to be a killer of unnatural proportions. So here and now I will tell you my story from the very beginning starting at the age of 10 because who wants to relive the memory of being assaulted by the people you thought you loved even though I didn't from the begining. Im also going to start from when I was 10 because that's when it all started when many people in my life would have to suffer like I once did.