Click.
Click.
Click.
I hear my 6 inch heels click against the stone sidewalk.
As I get closer to my destination my mind wonders off, thinking about the past.
Images of him fly around in my mind.
I want to forget.
But I can’t.
No matter how hard I try.
His face is everywhere I look.
The pictures remind me of the physical and the emotional pain.
My mind sets on the news station I was watching before I walked here.
Hes gonna be here.
*sigh*
I pray to god we won't see each other.
As I was about 1 block away from the nightclub (where I work ) I could hear fall down blasting.
I laughed to myself.
Jayden always plays that song. It’s one of his favorite. I mean the nightclub hasn't even opened yet and hes already partying.
I approached the back entranced that only the the workers knew about.
I jammed my key into the lock and twisted the door open. “Yo-ho bitches. The stripper is here!” I screamed as I walked into the main room. Jaydon turned the music down and called me over. He pulled me into a hug them kissed my cheek. “Hey babe,” he said keeping an arm around my waist.
Now I get what you're thinking. ‘Oooo they're dating!’ but we aren't. He is my best friend here at The Hood, and out of The Hood as well.
“Hey Jay,” I said. “I have to go get the bar ready I’ll fix you a drink,” I said then skipped across the checkered print floor over to the bar.
Okay so you know how I said ‘The stripper is here’ Well sorry to rain on your parade, but I am not a stripper. I am a bartender.
Went to college for it.
*Insert cool cat face*
Anywhore, I know you guys are probably wondering who the guy is that I was talking about.
Well he is my ex-boyfriend.
He abused me physically, and emotionally.
He always said it was my fault, that I deserved it.
And I believed it.
But he left me 3 years ago to audition on the X-factor. He first auditioned as a solo act, but then got put into a boy band with 4 other guys.
The guy I fell so hard for is Zayn Malik.
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I know it sucks butt, but (lol) it will get better. I promise.
Please give it a chance :)
~Trip
