February 14, 2013
Well all I can say about today so far is, Shit. Today was complete shit. I hate school. All the guys are complete douches, and tools. And for the girls? Bitches. Today I lost it. I got in trouble. I don't know what came over me, I guess that I had enough.
I was walking down the halway getting ready to go to lunch when this guy I'm not going to mention his name, 'casually' walks by and 'knocks' (comepletly hits) my binder out of my arms along with my textbooks and my papers went flying. As I was picking it up he continued to tell me "That's right you good nothing, pick up the mess you made." he stepped on my project that I had spent all night till 3 in the moring working on and completly ripped the paper in half. I tried to tell him to stop but he just said "Awh she's gonna cry" I was furious and had enough, so I stood up and yelled "shut up!" he got mad and pushed me up agianst the lockers and said "Don't you tell me to shut up." by then the wrist he was holding was starting to hurt. luckly it was my left wrist. I lost it and slugged him square in the jaw.. That was when a teacher finally decided to come out of the classroom. I got sent to the principles office. I didn't know what was going to happen. Iv'e never been in a situation where I lost it. I usually just walk away or let it happen. I wasn't in that much trouble.. Only one day suspension. My parents were ticked. They won't talk to me. I havn't been out of my room since I got sent home at noon. It's currently a quarter passed midnight.
Can I just say I have no one. NO ONE. I'm all by myself.
lots of love,
-the lonelyxx
