Best Friends Brother ~Luke Hemmings Fan Fic {On Hold}

Chapter 12

Ashley's POV

Lucas Robert Hemmings. I've known him since I was born. I remember hanging out with him as little kids. Him Val and I used to spend so much time together. I can't exactly say when I started liking him I guess I just always have. He's always been special to me. He's always had a place in my heart. Even though I've been with other guys, they don't even come close to Luke. I can honestly say that I love Luke more than anything. He just always had a place in my heart. But I mean he probably just sees me as his younger sisters best friend or just as a little sister for that matter and all we're ever going to be is just friends. He's had girlfriends  in the past and they were all so pretty. I don't even stand a chance. Even though they treated him like trash and let them walk all over him and use him for just the fame. Then they would leave him and break his heart which would break mine. I hate when he's upset. I think it hurts me more than it hurts him. I could never do that to Luke. I would never use him for the fame. I would never hurt him. I love him way too much. I love everything about Luke. I love the way he looks when he's concentrating on his music. I love it when he smile and when he laughs. I love it how he plays with his lip ring when he gets nervous. I love it when he plays with his hair and the way he walks, the way he talks, the sparkle in his eyes, his passion that he has for music. He means the world to me. I don't know what I would do if he wasn't a part of my life. My life would be so much different without him.  He's just so different then all the other guys I've been with and different in a good way. I can't explain it but it's what I think attracted me to him in the first place all those years ago. I truly do love Luke but I know for a fact that he will never love me. He's got millions of girls that want to be with him why would he want to be with me.