Kiss Me To Sleep

                                                                Kiss Me To Sleep by Nina_Soon

         "it forged the first link in the chain which will bind me. I need to find out what my chain will be, Thorns or flowers. Iron or gold."

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Those eyes, those hunger challenging eyes, I love them. They are like the waves of the ocean.

My ocean

The one, that is completely out of control.

“The ocean” remembering my mind what HE said. “is a whole world in itself: huge plains spread out across the ocean floor, long mountain ranges rise toward the surface, with deep valleys cutting through them. There are active volcanoes, erupting down so deep that we on the surface would never know. It’s a trap, the ocean. It’s cool comforting and so you go in farther, you go in deeper. And then you’re dead. Water is tricky like that. If you’re burnt or hot or aching, it will heal and soothe and calm you. But also, it can freeze you to death or boil your flesh. Crush or suffocate you”

And I believed him, always do. For me HE was ‘the’ ocean. HE scared my mind completely. Yet every time he throws me off the edge of my madness instead of saving me, I still felt the hunger, the need to be with him together with my body.

I remember one time, one of the few memories I have with him. 

I leaned in and kissed his neck because that time I was too intimidated to kiss his lips, but he ducked his head down and kissed me as he inhaled in this incredibly sexy way. I had one of my plain skirts on, and he put both hands on my hips underneath it and pulled me up against him.

The warmth ecstatic feeling flowed through my body like wildfire… And just like I am completely a new being, and he is too. We’re not exactly what you called humans as we act that way. Were like beasts.

the beast with two backs…

We spend the whole night scratching and tearing each other’s cloths and skins. We don’t care what the world around us is doing; actually we don’t care about them. What we care is the hunger for pain. The pain I’m saying is nothing like the make-love-sweet-painful way. No, it more the tear-me-off-and-be-fascinated-that-you’ve-done-that way. Pushing and pushing until you’re on the edge of a cliff like, with no choice but to jump and embrace death.

And HE is the type of person who is eagerly to push me yet save me as well.

You might think that I’m insane and really completely insane after knowing my story. Yes, no, either way this is the story of me and my brother. And yes HE is my brother.

The past that you’ll find redemption is a total lost. And the future that until now is unknown.

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You probably don’t know me yet, but you will. Soon…

So welcome to my world. Sit down, make yourself comfortable, Have a good time. I’m expecting him to call me anytime now, but until then, I’m all yours.

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the next chapter is almost done though I'll post them here next week. Hope you liked my new story. I do appreaciate voting for my works and being my fan. a big thanks to you guys, you made my day! :) -nina