22/5/13

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by Clmsgal2

by Clmsgal2

Dear Friend,

I'm sorry I haven't wrote to you in a while. It's been a rough 11 days.

First of all, my friend, Rose, fell out with me... Again. I was thinking about committing, but it wasn't me! It was my uncle, he took my phone because I was being cheeky.

You probably won't believe me, but I swear it wasn't me! I only played along because it was embarrassing saying my uncle took my phone, i also don't think anyone would believe me. I didn't want to say anything, I wanted Rose to forget.

But whatever my uncle said, it must have been bad. She told me she cried for 3 hours and she told her mum EVERYTHING. Which made me cry all night. No one will believe me even if I try to say.

I just want Rose to know that. But she won't. I'm too scared. I also want to give her a full apology in person, but, yet again, it's shows that I'm vulnerable.

She shouted it everywhere when we were outside. So, now, everyone thinks I'm suicidal. WHICH IM NOT!!!

As a matter of fact, tomorrow will be my 2 Year anniversary of not self-harming! Im so proud of myself! None of my friends know, though.

Yet again, I'm too scared to tell them. Especially Rose. ESPECIALLY her. I think I should, but I don't want to sound like I want attention or anything.

Danielle is also annoyed at me because I made a joke and she took it seriously. This Is why I don't make jokes and keep quiet.

I'll write to you soon

Love always,

Emma xx