“Hi I’m Hannah”
I just looked at her unable to speak, I looked at Conor and my thoughts raced, she was his friend so I had to talk to her or Conor probably would never speak to me again, Courage Lou you can do this, just look at her tell her your name and smile a little and in no time it will all be over. I looked up at Hannah and smiled even though I didn’t want too and finally responded to her.
“Hey I’m Louise” she sat down next to Conor and immediately wrapped her arms around his, I could feel jealousy running through my veins I just wanted to grab my bag and walk out, Everything about here was amazing she looked like a model and well, I looked like a tramp compared to her, and seeing how close she is to Conor just tells me I would never have a chance with him even if I wanted to. Anth rose up from his chair and went back to the counter to order food, probably for Hannah.I got out my phone and scrolled through twitter since Conor was too busy with Hannah,I then tweeted.
“Sometimes things don’t go the way you want them too”
And they actually don’t, I just wanted to spend time with Conor and Anth, but I guess that was too much to ask for. I put my phone in my pocket and rose up from my chair, Conor looked at me wondering where I was probably going. I pointed to the Toilets “I’m just..gonna fix my hair because it didn’t come out the way I wanted it to” What a terrific liar you are Lou bravo!.
“Oh I’ll come with you!” Hannah stood up from her chair and stood beside me “because you know, girls travel in pairs” well who said I wanted to travel with you? Gheeze can’t a girl go to the toilet alone these days? Is that too much to ask for to? Me and Hannah made our way to the women’s toilets and I walked up to the mirror and fiddled about with my hair. Hannah on the other hand was checking if anyone was in the toilet with us for some odd reason.
“Erm what are you doing?” I asked as I saw her reflection in the mirror, I could see her looking at me with an evil smirk for some odd reason. “Just checking if there’s anyone around that’s all” she replied walking up to the sinks. “Okaayyy?..”. i said rolling my eyes a little. Hannah then grabbed me by the shoulder and spun me to turn to her. “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!”I screamed, Before I knew it she pushed me against the wall and grabbed my shirt gripping on to it tightly making it harder for me to breath. “GET OFF ME YOU PHYSCO!” I tried to break free but it was no use, I felt my feet slowly leaving the ground, the cold wall made my spine shiver, I’ve never been this scared in my life. What did she want from me?
“LISTEN TO ME YOU LITTLE BRAT! NOW YOU’RE NEVER GONNA SPEAK TO CONOR EVER AGAIN OR I’LL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL YOU GOT ME?!”
“W-What?!” I could feel my heart shattering, like what does she want me to move away from Conor, and more importantly what does she want from him.
“I DIDN’T COME BACK TO HAVE MY PLANS RUINED BY A LITTLE BRAT YOU UNDERSTAND ME!?” She kept pushing against the wall but every time she was pushing me harder, almost until I got her message, I was struggling to move struggling to breath. Should I give in to what she was proposing or should I just tell Conor?
“Oh and speak of this to Conor and you’re dead meat! He’s not gonna believe a word you say anyways, you’re a nobody, just some girl he met at a concert. I on the other hand am his future girlfriend, and he has known me longer than you, longer than Anth and longer than anyone else so stay away from him!”
Her words crushed me inside, I’m just a nobody huh? I guess she’s right and she’s also right about me being some girl. She released her grip from my shirt and I dropped to the ground, tears were flowing down my cheeks, everything was crushing right before my eyes. My dreams, my happiness, everything. I guess that people always have a different side to them. But deep inside I knew that Hannah seemed like a bitch since the moment is saw her but I just never wanted to believe it. My body was shaking from fear and I felt her eyes on me.
“Clean yourself up and leave. I never want to see your face again” then she walked out and left me there. I found the strength to get up, but fear was still destroying me. Should I go back out and face her? or should I just stay here and wait for them to go?. I started sorting myself out. Then walked over to the bathroom door, I inhaled some hair and put on a fake smile pretending that nothing at all happened. I pulled the door open and exited walking back to my seat. The food was already on the table and as soon as Conor saw me he flashed a smile.
“Great we can all eat now, Hurry up Lou or foods going to be cold” Anth nodded in agreement to what Conor said. A part of me wanted to join Conor and Anth, But as soon as I saw Hannah my stomach dropped. I grabbed my bag and quickly ran out barely being about to say the words “I’m sorry” I could just feel my tears filling up again, I pushed open Chipotle’s doors and ran in the direction of the nearest place to hide to cry my heart out, possibly far from this all. The more I ran the more I felt there was someone following or chasing after me. As soon as I slowed down a bit someone grabbed me by the arm. My eyes were still filled with tears, whoever it was I did not want them to see me in this state. I looked over my shoulder to see who it was, the first thing I noticed were his icy blue eyes, No it couldn’t be, he was with them, he shouldn’t be here.
“Conor let me go..” I tried to break from his grip but it was too strong.
“Not until you tell me why you ran off like that and why you’re crying..Did something happen when you and Hannah left us?” I couldn’t respond, if I were to tell the truth he would never believe me and he would hate me. Maybe him hating me will keep him away from me, that way Hannah can get what she wants. “Lou answer me..” the tone he spoke in, it was so concerned. I don’t want him to worry , I DONT want to hurt him. But my mouth wouldn’t open. I had no idea what to tell him, but I just went with the classic “I’m fine” even though it clearly wasn’t, but Conor didn’t obviously didn’t buy it.
“Conor go back to Anth and Hann-“He cut me off before I could say anything else. “I’m not gonna leave you until you tell me what’s wrong”. His grip on my arm got stronger, thoughts were running through my head.
“I just received bad news..” yeah that I could never see you again or something bad will happen “..And so I stormed out, I tried to hide the pain but I couldn’t, I wasn’t strong enough..” I’m weak I’m sorry I haven’t got the courage to fight for you. He stood in front of me and pulled me into a hug not saying a word. Gosh I wanted to bury my face into his chest and pour my eyes out, I’m guessing that this is the final moment I will ever have with him. Conor then placed his finger under my chin and made me look up at him, he then started to slowly lean in, our lips centimetres apart. My heart was racing. A part of me wanted to, but the other part wanted to keep away because it would only cause more pain. But a part of me was stronger than the other so I did it.
I did it.....
(Cliffhanger! Dun Dun Dunnnnnnn!!
Please don't kill me D:
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