Tattoos & Piercings

Chapter 7

•A few months later•

Ever since that night where everyone drank... Balz and Chris have gotten out of hand.

I like to say that I live with the both of them now, since every night they get terribly drunk.

Ricky, Ryan, Ghost, Vinny, and I have gone straight edged. I want Chris and Balz to go back to that.

"Jesus Christ, Chris!" I screamed when I ran into the house. He had bottles and pills everywhere." CHRIS!!!" I screamed louder. He didn't move a inch. I rushed to his side and I realized his eyes were closed.

"RYAN!" I screamed. He was upstairs helping me with Balz today. I heard constant cursing, and Ryan came down the stairs.

"How long did you leave Chris down here?" I asked between tears. He looked at Chris and his eyes widened.

"Ten minutes!"

"Oh my god." I say quietly. I grabbed hold of one of the empty pill bottles and read the prescription.

Anti-Depressions

The last one was;

Anxiety Control

THESE ARE THE PILLS I KEEP FOR ME JUST IN CASE!

"Fuck! Ryan, call the guys and stay here with Balz until he's sobered up. I'll take Chris to the hospital." I say crying. Ryan nodded, tears also in his eyes. I grabbed the pills bottles and Chris.

I carried him to my car and placed him in the passenger seat.

I drove as quick as I could to the hospital, almost getting into many accidents.

I didn't want Chris to go like this, not by suicide. I don't! It would make me the saddest person alive, and think about his fans! They'll be devastated!

I just want him to live.

I got to the hospital and got Chris out, rushing to the doors.

I pulled him inside and looked around.

"SOMEONE HELP!" I screamed. Two nurses came and took Chris off of me.

"What happened?" One asked.

"H-He, here!" I handed her the pill bottles and alcohol bottles.

"WE NEED TO GET HIS STOMACH PUMPED!"

I was told to stay in the waiting room. I refused so much, that I almost shoved the woman. But the guys came and held me back, keeping me here.

"THIS ISN'T FAIR!" "HE WAS HAPPY!" I screamed as Ghost pulled me onto his lap." HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO DIE!"

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That moment when you seriously want to die :/

Andywhore, sorry it was sad ;(.

XOXO~ Leigh