Would They Care If I Was Gone? A Jahvie fanfic ((BoyxBoy))

Chp. 5: Guess what honey, I'm a freak! (Part one)

Sorry long time, no update :P

My life is like meeeh :c

I'll stop rambling like a weirdo now ^-^

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Dahvie's POV:

I wake up in the morning hearing quiet voices from the living room or kitchen. Looking around in the room I figure that it must be Jayy and Deirdre talking, cause Jayy isn't in the bedroom.  

I roll out of the bed and take my clothes from yesterday up from the floor. They're all clean so I guess Jayy or Deirdre washed them.  

I walk to Jayy's personal bathroom and change from the borrowed tee and knee-long shorts into my own clothes. I look in the mirror and the sight of my beaten face actually shocks me, this beating was more serious than they normally are. I'm glad they weren't as rough with Jayy.  

I plug in his straightener and turn it on waiting for it to heat up. I also borrow Jayy's hairbrush and brush my hair. The green is faded and I'll have to re-dye it soon. The straightener beeps and I start straightening my hair while staring in my eyes, forgetting everything else around me.  

I keep staring into the reflection of eyes in the mirror, not noticing anything, until a deep voice whispers close to my ear, "You alright hun? Seem distracted..." I shiver from the shock and Jayy's silent and low voice. "Oh... It's just... My parents" I say, trying to sound truthful. "They don't know where I am, I should go home and tell them." I look at Jayy's eyes in the mirror, but I know he knows I'm lying.  

"And now the truth?" He says, putting his hands on my hips.  

I stare at his hands and turn my head to look questioning at him. He looks at my eyes and gasps as he realizes what he just did. He  removes his hands quickly and I can't hide a quick flash of disappointment from my gaze. I look down to the floor.  

I have to STOP thinking about him that way! We will never be together and I simply can't afford to scare away my only friend. I look up at Jayy with a sad smile. "I'm sorry hu- I mean Dahvie." I feel my heart drop to the floor and crash into a million pieces, he stopped himself saying "hun"...  

"Don't be sorry Jayy, it's okay" I say and fake a smile. He's sorry for touching me? I probably would be too if I was him.  

"What do you wanna do today? Y'know it's Saturday, but because of all those religious holidays we don't have school tomorrow" Jayy says quickly to avoid the lurking awkwardness, that's waiting to destroy the conversation. "Hmm, idk... What about going for a walk? Or we could go skating?" I ask trying to find something normal friends do together, which is pretty hard when friends don't exactly hang on trees for freaks like me.

I'm a freak and I can't avoid it anymore. 

Neither will Jayy soon. 

He'll leave me like everybody else. 

Hate me like everybody else.

I'm nothing but a freak.

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I chose to split this chapter up because if I didn't it would probably be too long and the two parts is like two chapters, but still the same... I know... Confusing, but it's better that way ^-^ 

Jayy's fictional sis will be in the next  chapter :3  

Stay tuned for the next part. Mainly in Jayy's POV ;)

Byyyyes ._. ^-^