Finding My Way To My Life

Runnaway from my life

Hey my name is rose I live in new York my life is a complete mess. So I runaway from it . when I was little my dad died I miss he so much cause he used to keep the family together. Since my dad died my mother lost it. She start to drunk a lot she also lost she job.

It was Monday mornings get up I saw my mother sleeping on the couch again like always and I get some breakfast went up to my room. I was laying down I was thinking about college how I want to get in to the fashion business. But I did get accepted but I'm just scared about felling in life . so I decided to leave and go to college . Cuz I can help my mom in life. I could also get part time job so I left a note for my mother in say good bye . I started to walk in got on the train .

I got off the train and started looking for a apartment . but I found one near campus . its was small but it was okay for me . its was late so I went to sleep I woke up and it was 8 clock so hurry up and got drssess and I ran to my class .

I got to my class room open the door and everybody was staring at me . young lady how can I help you. O yes I'm in your class ok miss rose take a seat . I seat next to this handsome guy . Got there late so class is almost over in a few minutes (the bell rang)

I was looking at the guy that was sitting next to me he seems really nice and cool omg I think he's coming over here as I whisper to myself. Hey Rose right yes it rose

I just wanted to introduce myself cuz we're sitting together in class
OK yeah so my name john .

Nice to meet you. You too

We talked for a little while and get to know each other more .my next class was fashion there was not a lot of people but I sat down. The teacher was talking to this men.

I got so lost when this tall guy was standing in front if me .

Hello I'm sorry name is Freddy I'm the assistant of the teacher . we are not do anything today so just chill for today ok

He was so cute have black hair he tall his eyes was light blue

He looks like he's 22 but I don't know .but class was over I saw John waiting for me outside

Hey what are you doing here my girlfriend have this class

For a moment I thought he was here for me . then she came out and give him kiss

Will see you later rase .bye. She was so pretty of course he would go out with her.

So I went back to my place I thought about my mom a lot so decided to give my mom a call .

dial the number. Hello mom it's me rose how are you doing over there I said. Fine say Rosa and you mom good I decided to go to rehab really mom that's. Good for you. great news mom well sweetie hear I don't wanna keep you for to long I'm going somewhere so take care

I love you

I love you too mom

I hope my moms not lying to me by going back to rehab as it though to myself someone was knocking on the door

I open the door it's was Freddy what are you doing here I came to bring a sweater you left in class oh thanks for being it here how you no where I live someone told me okay.

do you live in capas ? Yes I do you no you are a pretty girl

I blush and say thanks you l'll see you in class then bye. Bye said Freddy I'm. Hungry then want for a shock this girl came up to me but she looks familiar.raise it's me Nathalie from high school

Nathalie so good to see you here it's been so long. how are you doing . how new York. I'm doing good New York is great thanks for asking . You decided to stay here for college Yeah I thought I should go away from my life for a while

How's your mom is she doing okay yeah she's fine for now she told me she was in rehab she lied before maybe she'll lie again

maybe she's not lying this time. Yeah maybe she's not

So what are you doing here. New York is great but the whole fashion thing is not going well.
Why What happened the teacher kept on yelling at me .saying I'm not even doing it right in telling me to do stuff I don't even want to do .

you should come to my school the fashion school is good here.

Really that should be great maybe I'll stay for a few weeks.
Well getting late I should probably go I have a lot of work to do tomorrow

Yes see you tomorrow okay bye