His Goodbye

Hey guys! ITS BEEN A WHILE, erm. Sorry about that. You know... just dealing with shit life throws at you haha... Anywhore, I'm back and this wasn't even planned but what the hell. After I started writing it and thinking it over, I put a lot of emotional elements in this since YFM is no longer a living project but BUT, they will always live in our hearts. Maker cannot take that away from us. Wow. Getting worked up about so I'll leave you to it:)

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His Goodbye ~ Chapter 1

"I have to go"

"You can't!"

"I must. Look... It's better for the both of us."

"You don't know that Benatar! It's not just a reckless thing! For fucks sake I love you!"

"Please don't make it harder."

"I know you do too, even if you don't want to admit it."

He sighed. "Goodbye. I do love you."

Tears started to well up and I screamed. It feels like I've been shot. Hot tears spilled out of my eyes like waterfalls as I watched him leave not bothering to look back. My knees felt weak and I fell to the ground sobbing uncontrollably. I didn't fully know why he left or where he was even going. All I know is that I love him and I would not rest until I found him again. That was many years ago.

I'm Jade Hayes and its been six years since anyone's heard or seen of YFM or Your Favorite Martian. The last time I saw one of the members of said band, was when he told me he had to leave but I never expected him to leave with the three other boys. I have fond memories spending time with them. They've all helped me with so much. Puff Puff was a great friend. Yeah he had his moments when he was a total douche but he gave me some real life advice. He told me what to be cautious about and we would just talk for hours and hours. We'd have a beer or two and just enjoy each others company. Axel and I would listen to our favorite bands together and try to reenact songs. I would play guitar and he would play his drums. DeeJay and I would converse about our individual lives and our different experiences.

 Benatar was my boyfriend. He was simply the best. I had a lot of baggage trying to deal with my insecurities and my state of mind, but he put up with it. He knew when I was about to breakdown and he always comforted me. He soothed me with his kind and encouraging words, he sang little love songs he wrote for me, he kissed me until I couldn't breathe. I felt loved and protected when we embraced. We would stay up all night talking back and forth about anything and everything. The way his lips brushed against mine was just an incredible sensation. He tasted of sweet honey tea and strawberry sour drops, it sums up heaven in a nutshell.

He was just the complete package of perfection. He was gone now. There was nothing I could do. My best friends are gone, my love is gone, my soul is gone. I'm not acting too dramatic here, imagine the love of your life: the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, just boom. Gone, just like that. Your best friends, they're gone too. There's nothing you could do. Nothing but think of his goodbye.

(A/N): This cover is temporary and I'll be making one shortly. Go to @pentagramspider (my page) to read other things I don't update :D