It was a Friday in 7 grade and I was 13, and I had my first kiss, it was with Dillion, at the time he was my boyfriend, it was in the morning during a movie, and my friends were there at the "scene" so my friend told him that he should kiss me and she told me how it was gonna "go down" so she started saying all this stuff like she started singing and how I should look at him but I didn't, idk why, I was shy I guess and it was funny but then she said to him that she was gonna count till three and then she was like " you ready 1 2 3 " and then he just crashed his lips on mine and it was for like 3-5 seconds and it was a good kiss too like bruuhh and the second time he kissed me was the last day of school bc school ended so yeah, I miss his lips on mine and he said that I have like really nice lips and he missed them and that they were juicy and soft and he is my current boyfriend he said he loves me but idk so yeah and he's been talking about how he wants to kiss me for a long time and he wants to do it longer and shit. At that time I REALLY wanted to kiss him again man like you don't even know, but we we're on summer break so I couldn't really see him. And now we're in 8th grade and in the same class and he kisses me everyday now. But every time he kisses me I get turned on like I wanna get it in, you know what I mean? And now that's all I think about. I don't even know if I love him or not. Do i???? I guess but i don't know. I'm completely confused about my feelings towards him.
