Lee looks out the window checking out the crowd below. "Hmpf, wow no matter how many times I have done this, I am overwhelmed and I still get nervous". He looks at you smiling and looks back out the window.
You sit back on the little couch in the hotel suite watching his hands hold the curtain back. Watching him silently was always comforting to you. Even though you were nervous and wanted to barf constantly at the very thought of announcing your relationship having him there and excited to show you off relaxed your nerves. But you couldn't help but to feel anxiety creep up every now and then. You look at him again studying his movements and trying to contain yourself. You wanted him right there in this room but at the same time you were ready to faint at the thought of announcing your relationship.
His hand slowly moves down the curtain caressing the fabric with his fingers. His fingers danced with the curves of the curtain and finally he let go and slowly moved his hand into his pocket. You have been together for almost a year and every little thing he did still turned you on. You let out a sigh distracting Lee away from the window. "Everything ok?" he asks looking at you.
"Um... Yea... I jus- just can't stop thinking about what's going to happen once we go down there. I mean once we go down and head out those doors. Us. Everything. It becomes real. Very real. No more hiding, no more privacy, no more. And.. And..." you say starting to becoming distraught.
Lee quickly walks from the window to the coffee table right in front of you and puts his hand on your mouth. Feeling warm and smelling like his cologne and a bit rough from working the past few weeks on his farm. He was hard working and it was one of the many things that was appealing about him. It meant he was dedicated and in your book was a 10 out of 10. You looked into his eyes as his hand remained softly pressed against your mouth. He always had a funny way of getting you to calm down because it involved him touching you and that was just alright with you.
"Hey, look at me. It will be ok. I have never done this either and this. Us. Will be just the beginning of a new adventure. It will be tough and annoying at times but i will be there for you and I hope you will be there for me?" he says while his hand slides away from your mouth and to the side of your cheek. He moves his hand into your hair putting a smile on both your faces.
You begin to feel butterflies in your stomach having him look at you. Something you could never get used to because he was just an incredible smart, handsome man who just knew who you were from the beginning. "Yes I will be there for you as long as possible. I trust you and I am ready." you say feeling more confident and ready for the big change.
He pulls you close into him making you stand a bit off the couch. He pulls your face to his and begins to softly caress your lips with his. His other hand moves along your thighs making a rush of heat run through your body. You want to go all in but Lee kept control slowing you down by pulling away. You hated and loved how he did this making you want him more. He looks into your eyes holding the sides of your face. He moves and kisses your cheek making you breathe harder. His warm wet lips move along the side of your face making you grip his black suit jacket. You run your other hand along his back. The suit was tailored to him allowing you to feel every curve on him. His smell drew you in not just his cologne but him. He hadn't shaved in a few days and you feel the stubble rubbing along you. Making this moment amazing. He reaches your ear and begins to whisper, "Lets go". His deep voice and the warm breath rushing into your ear sent a tingling feeling down your body. Your toes curl a bit making you tense. His way of convincing you to do something was just the best thing in the world. It made you want to do anything he wanted you to do. He moves back and kisses your lips one more time.
Not wanting to end this moment you knew that waiting would make the, "to be continued" part more incredible. He slides your arm from his shoulders and slides your fingers into his. He stands up so tall pulling you with him.
"Hey guys showtime. The car is outside and fans are waiting lets get to this premiere!" his publicist walks in talking loudly and excited. You smile and hug him from the side walking into the hallway of the hotel. "Don't worry, you got this." Lee pulls you into him kissing you on top of your head.
