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Johee had called to tell her that Jaeha was looking for her. Namjoo was slightly pissed off that Johee had told him she'd gone missing at the bar and he was out looking for her. Why was he looking for her when he had his perfect Jin at his side?! Didn't he know he was letting her hopes grow every time he showed he was worried? Why was he doing this to her!?
After hanging up on Johee Jaeha had called. He was going to wait at her place to make sure she reached home safely even when she'd told him she was all right. Now who gave him the right to treat her like that!? Why did he treat her like that!? Why did he always have to play good with her!? Why!?
Namjoo was gritting her teeth to hold back spiteful tears as she drove back. When she turned into the lot she saw the headlights of his car glowing against the ground brightly. She watched him climb out of his car when she pulled in to park and stepped out.
"Namjoo," he called slightly running over. "Are you alright?"
Namjoo turned away from him setting her eyes on the ground and felt him grab her arm to turn her toward him.
"Leave me alone!" Namjoo screamed flinging her arm out of his hand.
Jaeha looked back at her with surprise before noticing the marks on her neck.
"Where'd you go? Did someone do something to you?" he interrogated with concern brushing his tone.
Namjoo hated it. She hated him when he was like this toward her. It made her like him so much more and it was torturing because there was no way he would ever be hers. She wanted to throw herself at him and have him hug her forever, but she had too much pride to lose to her tempting emotions.
"I'm like this, I'm like this, so what!?" Namjoo screamed at him with tears flying down her face. "I went to him, I wanted it! So what!? It has nothing to do with you! So just leave me alone!"
"Who?!" he demanded. "Who did this to you!?"
"It's none of your fucking business," she shoved him back with even more force when he took her arm.
"Why are you like this? Namjoo," worry washed his face and she felt the tears burst again.
"I like you, dammit!" Namjoo cried. "I don't like your girlfriend, that Jin of yours. No, I hate her. I liked you for a long time, Jaeha. I'm like this. I'm a bad person and I know you'd never like me." Namjoo felt a sob surge through her chest before saying, "Lets not be friends anymore. I don't want to see you again."
Then spinning around she walked inside and she really didn't see him again.
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Sehun was sitting at the park with kids screaming behind him as they crawled all over the playground. Their squeaking and squealing hurt his ears as he sat at the bench with his back to them.
Daehyun, one of his high school friends, who had gotten married earlier on, was throwing a birthday party for his 5 year old son. Sehun had been invited and had only gone for the sake of his friend and the cake that would be served later.
The kids who ran by turned to look at him without word before racing off into the distance to play their games. He heaved a quiet sigh out of boredom and hung his head back to see the dirty roof of the little building he as sitting inside. From where he was sitting he could smell the delicious scent of the food the women were cooking in the kitchen. Sehun just really wanted the food.
He immediately looked down a second later when he felt small hands on his legs. A little boy of 2 with big round eyes and a small cap on his head looked up at him. When their eyes met the boy started laughing and squealing. Sehun stared at the child with no clue how to react and felt him slap his thigh continuously before slightly falling against him.