Fix Me ~ Book 1 (PTX fanfic.. KAVI)

Above Hate Love

I walk up behind Kevin, lightly tapping his shoulder. After running that short distance, I'm suprised I'm already winded.

Well you have been kooped up in a tour bus, sitting on your-

"What happened? Who was that?" Kevin said in a rushed matter. I put my hand his shoulder.

"Alex, he just wanted Scott back. But it's clear to see," I say gesturing a hand to the dead looking Scott, looking as if he were discolored of the pep in his step, the joy of music. Just by looking at him almost made it impossible to smile. I looked back at Kevin, and he nodded frantically.

"Yea, yea. I see it. Who couldn't. He's drained. Poor-" I stopped him, holding a hand in his face.

"He's not "poor thing" he's a fuuuuudging liar." Kevin glared at me, threating if I said that word loud. "Anyway, he's the reason Mitch and Avi are their certain states." I say, leaning against the wall.

"Definitely. We will get him back." He said, staying quiet for a moment. My gazed turned towards the siblings, who were quietly discussing something. So quiet, I thought I might've possibly lost some hearing.

Mitch was beside Avi, as of Scott, distant. Everyone was giving him the cold shoulder. Now only me but they knew. They knew it was his decision, To lie, to cheat.

A voice came over the intercom, which of course was a different language, but translated into English.
All it said was getting ready to board the plane.

"Let's go." Kevin insisted carrying my bags as we walked toward the small podium, which held a scanner for the tickets.

Kevin and I were in front of the four, them following right behind. We waited for them, although I could care less. But Kevin insisted that we wait, but I could care less if they had gotten through or not.

Before Esther could even give the woman her ticket, I entered the plane quickly.

Stopping in about the middle of the plane, I took my seat, holding my personal bag for while before sliding it under the seat in from of me.

Not long came Kevin, easily placing the suitcases up into the overhead compartments. If I did it, I'll be struggling for God knows how long.

"Psst." I heard, which made me jump a bit. Then realizing who it was I shook my head.

"Yes, Kevin?" I turn my head, only seeing him seated across the isle.

"Are you going to be alright? You know.. over there?" He asked, as he put on his seatbelt.

"Well, me and Esther can switch, so she can sit by her brother." He nodded, almost hesitantly. He laid his head back, closing his eyes.

Then comes Scott, looking sluggish and dead as usual. He puts his things overhead and surprisingly politely slides past me to get the window seat.

I thought Avi would be coming next, but his sister appeared. It caused me to perk up a bit.

"Esther, do you want to sit here?" I asked, which quickly got her attention.

"Why?" She said, quickly handling the carry-ons-in-overhead procedure.

"So you can sit by your brother. Ya know?" I say in a shaking voice.

"Oh honey, it's okay. I know you love him. Go ahead and sit by him." She smirked mischievously, then proudly taking her seat by the window.

"But-"I was cut off by others passing and I just sighed, slouching in my seat.

Then came Avi. He looked sluggish, but had more life than Scott did. He took his time putting his things up, then quietly sat down.

I stiffened up when he sat down. Not noticeably though. If this was a cartoon I would be sweating buckets.

He wasn't gonna talk to me, which I knew for a fact. It doesn't talk to anyone besides Esther. I'm surprised he at least hasn't talked to Kevin.

Wait. He doesn't talk to Kevin because Kevin talks to me. Wow.

After everyone on the plane is seated, we took off. I was so uncomfortable, because not only could I not lay my head on Scott or Avi's shoulders but I'm afraid to make any contact with Avi.

Scott already drifted into a deep sleep. He wasn't snoring, but he was breathing heavily. Me and Avi were wide awake, awkwardly sitting up straight.

I leaned forward to see Kevin typing something on his laptop, as Esther and Mitch were alseep as well. What could he be typing. Our jobs are over, done. We've failed the pentaholics out there because of someone's silly mistake. Childish, even.

~*~*~
Looking at the screen in front of us, Only an hour has past. Avi and I were now the only two awake out of us six. Thankfully there were no crying babies, that would've made everything worse.

Having only one glance at Avi, he looked sleepless. He seemed a bit lost in thought.

I internally shrugged, trying to get a feel of what not caring about someone you love felt like.

I sighed, knowing we have about 6 hours on this flight left. I don't even have my phone, because someone took that from me.

I try to fall asleep but I can't. There's so much yet so little to think about, to analyze. My thoughts were cut off by a stewardess asking me for a drink.

"No thank you." I replied softly, she nodded, rolling the cart back.

I then jumped when a hand went on my thigh. My eyes open wide, and I suddenly become awake.

"Umm, you're.." My voice softly fades as I look down at my thigh. Goosebumps go down my neck. He slowly starst to rub up and down.

"Avi. What are you doing. Realize that you are touching me." I raised my voice a little. He lightly shushed.

He kept his hand on my thigh, not making eye contact with me. It was so awkwardly uncomfortable.

"Kirstie, I'm not afraid of you. So you shouldn't be afraid of me. You nearly ki-"

"No, shut up. It was Alex." I say finally looking at him. "It was him. Don't you understand? He went after you and Mitch." He looked at me, his expression hard to read.

"Avi, it's pretty obvious why Scott is so distraught." He just stared at me.

"I hate you." He whispered, which caused my heart to drop. "But I.....I love you. But I can't trust you." He moved his hand from off my thigh. "Nearly killed me."

"That's it? You aren't going to apologize" I say, my heart beating fast. "You pushed me into a wall and threatened to punch me. I didn't drug you!" I whispered-shouted. He still awkwardly stared at me.

"No trust," Was all he said before leaning in.

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Hai I hope you liked this chapter blah blah blah

I have where are ü now on repeat.

But anyway thank you for 3.13k readsss. I thought this book was going to suck.

Baiiii

Peace and Harmony ~ A