Okay, so this dedicated to HammyUK for showing me this story . I changed the story a bit though . Hope that’s okay :/
So this is a little more modern but other than that, everything is still the same .
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{The High Ball, Day 4}
(A/N: this is what’s going on in their minds while their inside their rooms)
John's P.O.V
I knocked the chairs over, the heartache becoming worse and worse by each passing second. She said no, she said no, she said no…….
Oh yeah…
Hmmmmm
Ohhh
Those words kept echoing through my mind. I threw clothes across the room and cried in frustration. Why, why couldn’t I tell her ? Why didn’t I, when I had the perfect opportunity?
I nearly lost my mind
Tryin’ a figure out a way
To make you understand
I can’t go on another day
Or maybe I was wrong
Been confused and led astray
Please give me one chance
Cause I can’t take what’s happening
I ripped apart my clothes and knocked down my shelf. I could feel my face becoming red with rage. Rage because I didn’t tell her. The heartache was becoming too much.
Have you ever lost someone
Tried to take it back but the
Damage is done
Thought of losing you
Makes me feel so sad
How am I gonna sleep
When it feels this bad
I know enough’s enough
Its going to be tough
To get through this
I grabbed an item off the floor and threw it at my mirror. Pieces of glass flew everywhere but I didn’t care. All I could think about was Cece….
I’ll never be perfect, I’ll never be cool
I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you
Cause you make me perfect
Tell me what can I do
The pieces are missing, when I’m not with you
You make me, ohh, ohh, ooh
I ran my fingers through my hair and groaned. Did I deserve this? Maybe. Did I want to fix it? Definitely. I just hope she hasn’t lost any faith in us.
I know that I deserve it
But have you really lost all faith
You know inside that we’re worth it
There’s so much more for us to say
Celia’s P.O.V
As I laid under the sheets of my bed crying, I thought about everything that happened in the forest. We went through so much together at that time, and one night ruined it all. I should have confessed yesterday, when I had the chance.
Maybe I was afraid of being Queen, or I wouldn’t do a good enough job. More tears began to fall as I thought of all the girls John would pick now.
Or maybe I was lost
Or maybe I was just afraid
Would you please forgive me
And hold me back in your arms again
How am I gonna sleep
When it feels this bad
I know enough’s enough
Its going to be tough
To get through this
I’ll never be perfect, I’ll never be cool
I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you
Cause you make me perfect
Tell me what can I do
The pieces are missing, when I’m not with you
You make me, ohh, ohh, ooh
John’s P.O.V
Don’t say nothings perfect
Cause it isn’t true
Everything I see so clear with you
Everything I dream of is with you
I wish she would realize that she was best for the kingdom. She was perfect for the kingdom and me. She was everything a guy could hope for.
Everything I need is here with you
Everything can be so
Everything can be so
Kind, caring, fierce, and so much more. I just wish see could see that she was ….. perfect.
Perfect .
Oh
I’ll never be perfect, I’ll never be cool
I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you
Cause you make me perfect
Tell me what can I do
The pieces are missing, when I’m not with you
You make me, ooh, ooh, ooh, perfect
Ohh, ohh, ohh, perfect
We would be perfect together.
So perfect .