Chapter 14
It had been a while since I've thought about it but I was like I did it yesterday. The reason I was cast out of my village. Why my people hate me. I was 6 years old playing with all the other children. They made fun of me when I wasn't around but today was the exception. They laughed at me because my parents didnt care for me. I was unclean and wore the same clothes everyday. They pushed me around pulled my unkept hair. I was beyond upset and angry. Some thing took over me. I didn't mean for it to happen but it changed everyone's life. I don't remember what happened exactly. All I remember is seeing and then being taken over by darkness and hearing screams. When I could see again they were all gone. Not a trace of them could be found. The parents came to me and screamed and cried and called me awful things. They said I had killed them and wanted to know what I had done with the bodies. Even back then I remember just laughing at them. Told them they had gotten what they deserved. That's the day they took me out to the cave. No one ever came back and no one ever found the bodies of those kids. I myself don't even know what I did with them but I knew if I wanted to I could do it again. I got torn out of my thoughts by a piece of small parchment being slide under my door. I walked over to it and picked it up.
Ariella
I don't need your pity
SS
He thinks I'm pitting him. He was to stubborn. I wrote a quick reply not knowing what would happen if I slide it under his door knowing he was in there.
I'm not pitting you stubborn man.
-A
I walked out and slide it under his door. I waited just a moment to see if he would open the door or anything, but no. He didn't even come near the door. It didn't sound like he moved at all. I walked back to my room and put on a over sized sweater and laid in bed. Nothing happened for the rest of the night. I quickly fell asleep and dreamed of Severus that night.
I was walking into the house that I had been taken to before I came to hogwarts. I was in a lace black strapless dress with black pumps. My make up was dark and my white hair was curled. I looked amazing. I walked into a room where everyone was wearing black and had sliver masks. The dark lord and his pet were in the corner observing the whole thing. Everyone was dancing at the same pace. Some one came over to me and wordlessly took my hand and lead me to the floor. We dance for what seemed like forever and then everyone turned to smoke and disappeared. So now it was just me and him. He seemed familiar but I couldn't see his face. Then we were suddenly in the forest. Walking. His mask still intact. We walked into a clearing and he stopped. He took off the mask . It was Severus. He didn't say anything and neither did I. He leaned in and I tilted my face up just as we were about to connect. My hair turned black and I began to shake. The ground began to rumble and I backed away from him. I could see that my eyes had turned black. I began to laugh like I was insane. Then it happened. I killed him. I don't know how I did it but I walked up to him and stuck my hand into his chest and twisted my arm.
I woke up with a cold sweat. The look on his face still burned into my mind. I felt horrible but I didn't know why. I felt like I should protect him. And if he would trust me enough I could. But it would take complete trust that was some thing he wasn't willing to give me yet. I needed to talk to him. Today.
