Behind Closed Doors (N.H./L.T.)

Head In The Clouds

HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD THE NEW SONG!?!? GRACE AND I DIED
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Infinity - One Direction

Lynn POV

*the next day*

I'm walking to megz locker after first period cause I keep my guitar in there for second period. When stronger arms wrap around me and I start freaking out.
"Let me go! Stop it,get away from me" I start to freak out
"shh babies  it's ok it's just your little Irish dude" Niall says as I turn around to see the foolish boy that just attacked my back.
"Oh sorry I was thought it was someone else." I say
"Hey, I was thinking that you and me could go to the park and talk?" He asked. It feels like I haven't been to the park in forever, but what did he want to talk about. Omg was he going to make fun of me if we go? Maybe I should stay, but I really want to hangout with Niall.
"Sure why not?" I say as we head out. As I'm sitting in the front seat of Niall's car it's very silent
"Hey Ni do you ever look back to the old times?" He sighs I could almost see pain in his eyes
"As I'm getting to know this you more I regret not being there for the younger you I wish I could have saved you from this self destructive path your on" I roll my eyes and shake my head looking down
"Your not a superhero you can't save everyone" he pulls into the parking lot and I go to get out when he locks the door on me. I look at him weirdly and he holds up one finger unlocking his side getting out, walking over to my side he unlocks the door and opens it for me. I smile at him and climb out wishing I could take his hand in mine but instead just pulling my sleeves down over my hands and walking to the swings my favourite part about this rusted and abandoned park, he follows and sits beside me.
"Can we talk about why you get so scared when I touch you?"
"I rather not I responded" smiling sadly at him
"ok I won't push you to answer me actually could you push me? I mean if I'm not to fat... Never mind I might hurt your arms" I cross my arms over my stomach maybe coming here was a bad idea.
"What? Why the fuck would say that about yourself, your the most beautiful girl if ever met. Your to skinny if anything I should be shoving Nandos in your face!" He had the nerve to lie straight to my face like that. Whatever he can do what he wants.
"No one likes a liar Horan" he looks at me in shock
"I'm not lying your literally the prettiest girl I have ever met" clearly he's only ever seen one girl standing up I walk over to the field and lay down looking up at the clouds Niall sit beside me and I ask him 
"What do you see?" Point up at a  pig shaped cloud he says
"A Frog" I giggle then quickly stop realizing how ridiculous I sound
"What do you really see?" I asked
"A young girl with a dark past but has a bright future." He states
" I'm still talking about the clouds, Horan." I joked. After he chuckles he speaks
"But really, a frog. I don't have a big imagination"
My phone goes off and I look down

MEGA BITCH: I have a shift at hot topic tonight won't be home until 9:30 ish. Love yaw!😘😘

I know she's lying because she doesn't work on Fridays. I wonder what she's doing that she doesn't want to tell me?

To MEGA BITCH: Call me

"Whose messaging my girl?" Niall asks
"1. Being over possessive isn't cute 2. I'm not your girl 3. It was Megan she said she has a shift at work but she doesn't so there's something going on" My phone rings and I pick it up covering Niall's mouth
"You don't work on Friday's where are you actually?" Niall looks at me confused.                                              "THERE'S NO TIME FOR CUCAKES" was her response, I suddenly feel something wet on my hand
"EW Niall stop licking me!" i screech then realize my mistake "Your with Niall?" I could practically here her smirking and my heart dropped
"Um no.. I got a new hampster and named him Niall" I knew that wouldn't work but it was worth a try,
"I know your with him I can here him laughing" I hang up not wanting to deal with Megz. Niall started to talk but I interrupted him
"Don't even start" he smiles at me "Do you still wanna kiss me Lynn?" what the hell... "When did I ever want to kiss you?" I ask shocked
"3rd grade Liam's house truth or dare" he explained to him "Oh yeah I remember..."

*Flash Back*

Louis sat on Harry's lap the two of them giggling "Lynn truth or dare?" Harry smirks at me.
"Truth" I answer confidently, knowing that harry comes up with the stupidest question on the plant
"Do you what to kiss little Nialler?" Harry response. Like I said he comes up with the stupidest questions. But what should I say. Yeah I want to kiss him, I want to kiss him so badly!? No I'm never going to say that but maybe I can hint it.
"Um...sure." He gets the hint right?
"Oh okay" is all Niall said to the group of idiots plying truth or dare.
NOPE! He didn't get the hint. ABORT MISSION! ABORT MISSON!

*end of flash back*

"Oh, Yeah, I remember. Don't remind me." I say. Does he still not get the hint! Wow, he more clueless then a pigeon!

"So what did you want to talk about again?" I add hopeful for him not to lie again.

"You, Megz, Louis, everything  how much I hate school!" He listed

"Same, but I only like one class. Chem, I have it with Megz." I say wishing I could be with her right now. "obviously" I add

"Why did we all of stop hanging out together?" He asks as he pouts
"Zayn thought I was a freak cause I cut and Megz didn't want to leave me.... The 7 of us just kinda stopped talking"
"Did you stop after that?" Looking down he gently picked up my arm
"Niall stop leave it alone you don't want to do that trust me" I say gently trying to move my arm back He does it anyways slowly dragging my sleeve up my arm seeing it covered with dark scars and red cuts
"I told you, you didn't want to do that" I'm so full of shame no one is supposed to see those "Lynn..." His voice trails off. I pull my arm away and cover it up taking his hand in mine."It's ok Ni bad people deserve bad things" I say rubbing my thumb in circles on the back of his hand. For the first time I look into his eyes and see he's crying.
"Close your eyes for a second Niall"
"Why?" He asks
"Just trust me" He closes his eyes and I kiss the tear falling from his eye. I pull back and a smile is forming on his face.
"Baby, I'm here for you all I need is the truth." He states