Dark Niall

chapter 27

~Dark Niall~27

Niall P.O.V

I'm level of Anxiety was up extra today. I'm not sure why, but I felt like I had to be with and touching Lillie all the time. Always keeping close to her. I know she didn't like it, but I didn't really care today. She was gonna have to deal with it. I wanted to keep her locked up in our flat all day but I knew I couldn't do that. It wasn't good for her, I new that. So when we were out today I never took my arm off her. I could tell she was getting irritated by it but I wasn't backing off. I just felt like everyone was looking at her. My princess. I couldn't stand that. I finally convinced her to go back to the flat with me just to stay there for the rest of the day. "Niall what's been up with you?" She's asks sitting on the couch. I sigh. "Nothing Lil, just a little on edge." She frowns and plays with her fingers. She's not happy. I can tell. "What?" I ask taking my place next to her. She sighs. "I want to go back." I look at her for another beat then shake my head. "No. Absolutely not." "But Niall-" "I said no Lillie." I spoke more harshly then I intended. Her face gets red. "Niall please, we can't stay here forever! We have to go back sometime!" "I know. Just not anytime soon." "But why! It's been two months! Niall I miss my home, please." Her bottom lip starts to quiver and it kills me. I hate seeing her cry. But what else can I do? We were not going back. I couldn't risk it. I couldn't bare her getting hurt again. Of even Alan breathing the same air as my baby. "I'm sorry, Lillie, but no." "Then I'm going back myself!" She yells standing up. "Like hell you are! Sit down!" I yell back as she makes her way to her suitcase. She doesn't listen. "Damn it Lillie I'm just trying to-" "I know Niall! To protect me! I get it! But you can protect me just as well back home! Please!" I shake my head no again and she just sheds some tears breaking my heart. "I-I'm leaving then." Anger rose inside me. "No. You. Aren't." I growl and I could feel my body tense as I stalked towards her. "Yes I am." She wasn't fucking around. But neither was I. I yank the suitcase out of her hand and throw it somewhere behind me. She stands her ground though and tries to push pass me to get it. I'm not having it though. I take her firmly by the shoulders and look at her dead in the eyes which I could feeling burning with darkness. She's trembling slightly but I pin her against the wall completely consumed by anxiety. "Your not. Fucking. Going anywhere. Do you hear me? Your not." She pushes me off her and storms in the bathroom slamming and locking the door. I can hear her softly start crying after a minute and I instantly feel awful. I walk to the bathroom door slowly then knock. "Lillie?" The crying continues and so does the breaking of my heart. "Lillie please open the door? I didn't mean to make you so upset. Please?" Nothing. Shit. I always did this. Got angry and scared or made her mad. I always just want her happy. I'm not exactly doing the greatest job now am I? No. I keep knocking and trying to get her to come out but I still get nothing. I slide down the door and lean my head against and listen to her cry. Nice going Horan. You really fucked up this time. I would stay outside this door forever though until she came out.

Lillie's P.O.V

I didn't know why I got so upset. I understand why he doesn't want to take me back. I do. But I'm just so sick of hiding. Of running. I just wanted it all to end. I was tired. After about an hour or so I finally get up and open the door. I jump a little when I almost trip over Niall's body which is laid curled up in a ball just outside the bathroom. He's sleeping. I couldn't help but melt over this site. Aww he looked like a little baby. Baby Nialler. I step over him carefully and tap him. "Uh, oh, what? Lillie?" He asks half asleep and alarmed. I giggle and make him look at me. All of his confusion disappears and he looks down. "Thought you'd never come out." He mumbles. I sigh and crawl in his lap. "Sorry I got all emotional. I just am home sick." Niall kisses the top of my head softly. "I know. I should be more considering of that as well." His hand snaked it's way up my shirt and started tracing circles Into my bare skin. "We can go home soon okay? Not sure when, but soon." I nod and smile slightly. That would work for me. Except that's not how it would work out. That night I get a call from Becca. A panicked Becca. "L-Lillie?!" She cries In The phone. I quickly get up and go into the bathroom not wanting to wake the sleeping Niall. I shut the door and get my attention back to her. "Becca, what's wrong?" "H-help m-m-" she's cut off suddenly and I start to panic now. "Becca!?" I hiss in the phone. There's some friction then someone's voice. "Hello Lillie." Alan. Shit. Alan had my best friend. "I'm gonna make this quick. You either come back here to me where you belong or I kill her. You have until tomorrow night." And the line goes dead. I'm left with feeling nothing but numbness. He can't take her way too. I can't lose her and Will. I new my mind was already made up. Niall wouldn't dare let me go back. So that's why I leave a note for him. saying my goodbyes.