HEARTBREAKER | Jariana

04| Breakfast

"what do you mean"

J U S T I N

I looked over at Ariana who was sprawled out in the backseat of my car. She was unconscious. It was my fault she was like that, I left her side just to hang out with a few friends that I talk to every day. I felt a little bad about it. I didn't want to take her home because I knew she'd ignore me at school and her mom would probably kill me.

So I'm taking her to my place for the night and it took all of me to convince myself not to take advantage of her.

I couldn't help but look at the way her lips parted and how sound asleep she was. She looked so peaceful laying there.

Well of course she did stupid, she was knocked out.

I soon pulled up to my driveway and walked over to the backseat. I remembered my mom was home.

I opened the door quickly and reached over for Ariana but I stopped. How do I do this.. do I just grab her, drag her or what?

I decided to hold her bridal style since she wasn't a guy. I held her gently making sure I wasn't hurting her in any way possible. I was surprised a little when she leaned in closer to me, gripping onto my shirt with her soft hand. My eyes softened at the sight of her limp body in my arms, resting so peacefully.

Soon enough the front door swung open and my moms angry eyes were on me until she caught sight of Ariana, but then she became even angrier. "Justin, what did you do to this one?" She groaned and looked at me with an angry expression she gave me every time I came home late at night with a drunk girl.

I rolled my eyes a little and walked inside, still holding her closely. "Nothing actually, I'm just taking care of her for the night." I said boringly. I walked to the fridge grabbing a water bottle and some pills. She seemed to calm down a little "Do her parents know she's here?" she asked worriedly. I nodded "Yeah, they're out of town so they can't get her or anything." I lied to her. I had to.

She nodded and looked over at Ariana worriedly. "What's her name?" She asked. I didn't want to lie to her again. "Ari" I replied hoping she didn't remember the Ariana I was bestfriends with as a kid. She just shrugged. "Don't take advantage of her and make sure she's okay in the morning, you know how I raised you." She shook her finger at me.

I just nodded at her and carried Ariana to my room. For a guys room it was organized which surprised most people when they came up here. I didn't want to violate Ariana's privacy but I really needed to change her. Her clothes shrieked with the smell of alcohol. I looked in my drawer and picked out one of my shirts that would be long on her since she was small.

I sighed and looked at her, she was sprawled out on my bed. I closed my eyes, feeling guilty as I took her jumper off. Why didn't I just open my eyes? She meant nothing to me. I didn't feel anything for her.

The only person I actually had feelings for was Mia but not anymore after what she had done to me.

My finger ran down Ariana's soft skin. Something again twisted inside of me.

I quickly put my shirt on her then opened my eyes. She looked beautiful, she always did. Everyone knew it. It was one of the reasons why every girl at our school kissed up to her, they wanted to be like her. Become someone that many people worshipped. Ariana may not know it but she was known just like a celebrity at our school. Of course so was I and a couple of other people.

I picked her up and carefully rested her head on the pillow next to mine. My bed was big enough to fit two, of course it was.

I covered her body with my blanket and brushed her hair out of her face. That's when I realized that I haven't ever cared about how I treated anybody until right now. I only cared about how I treated her. Maybe I was still a little drunk, shit no. I wasn't drunk at all, all night. I was fine. Maybe I just felt bad for bringing her there and leaving her.