My bestfriend and Crush

Single !!

Hi!! Im Hannah, I lived from Kentucky.. Now in my school I have Bestfriend, she's Mara, and Its our 1st day of school ( We met before) And I have a Seatmate he's so handsome and I want him to be my friend .. Until after 2 days I dont know why I Fall inlove on him .. And now were Close Friends, He always like Mara, he's concern,joker and polite ... So until Mara chat me on facebook, that she have a crush , she also said that its one of our classmate, and I dont know, I tried to ask her, she dont tell me who , and its just a secret.. And now I heard the news that Mara had a Boyfriend already... I was shocked but nevermind. After school I just go to a restaurant to eat lunch cause Im hungry ... I saw my crush, he is waiting near restaurant and after minutes, he went inside I saw Mara in the restaurant but I dont know why, shes on the same restaurant I eated Lunch. But I have to go I need to go back to the school, but Mara will be late.
I think that maybe she's on the date with her BF so ill leave her alone.. But wait!!!!!!! Are they dating !?!?! But,but!??! I dont know what to say 'coz I just saw my crush and Mara were dating in restaurant, so thats why my crush is waiting outside 'coz he's waiting for her.. I was shocked that time and also I was hurt..

Then now I talked to Mara
"Hey! I saw you and your BF yesterday! Is your BF was my seatmate!?!?."
She said with blushing cheeks
"Oh! Yeah! We only met at canteen and we became closefriends and she want me to be his GF!!."
I said
"Really?? Pathethic much?!! "
It just.... I hurt, there are so many girls but why her... I dont wanna hurt Mara, but?? 'Coz Im a sensitive person... Now Im at my school my mom is leaving for a week so me and my sister are alone at home....

I went to my sisters room , shes Nianna, so I just tell her all about my crush (SHE HAVE A BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW) so I just tell her I hurt so much....
One day, Its Mara's birthday so I just bought her a gift (ITS A WATCH) I didn't expect that my crush is there and they are so sweet while eating!!! Really I was so jealous ...

And then I go home early... I just read books .. I opened my facebook *** Mara posted on her time line thats shes in a relationship !!!! That really get me worst... I dont know if I need to Hide that I hurt 'coz im jealous to her. Or what!!!!!

Maybe I just need to keep it a secret.......Then Mara chat me on facebook if I can go to the mall with her, then I said "Yes!!" ... Then Im inside the mall **** I saw my crush and Mara..What!?! I wanna go back, But!! Mara saw me so she called me!.. I said "WHAT!?!" like angry ... She said
"Your mad?"
I said even its a lie "Nope!!"
She just say Okay We talked on restaurants I said.. "You know Mara,,, im really jealous .."
She said,,, didnt she know Im jealous.. really!!!??!
"Why, from whom,??"
I just say Nevermind 'coz I cant really say It to her Im not that brave to tell her... And if I do that I will Just be embarassed...
Im not really happy when I always saw them..TOGETHER!!..

Then after weekends
Its school so now.. My crush ask me If I have A BF, And who..
I just joke him "Why??are you single"
He said
"Hahaha no I have a GF,, we date at the mall last Saturday.. "
I said to my mind "So it really him,, why I answered his question if It going to be like this". Then we have a test.. Me and my crush have a perfect score.. Wow but I join the group in facebook about crush, I saw a quote , it say "Dont hope your crush will have a crush on you,,,IT JUST A IMAGINATION!"owww maybe its true.. Its my dream..

After school, Im walking
I saw my crush waving at me .. And 'OMG its my time so I wave at him too,,, But!!?! Hes not looking at me , so I looked at my back !!! Oh he is waving at Mara!!!

I was so embarassed that time so I just vow my head and ignore them 'coz I dont wanna see them
But now stille single ...
Im trying to move on !!!
(Why its hard to move on at Crush than BF)
*just saying*
~~~Kath~~~