Will I find my way??

Chapter 14

Next day~
Kayla's POV:
I sat on the stairs as I waited for Trent so we could talk since I'm at Chris's house and the girls and I are also staying the night. I put my head in my lap until I heared footsteps stop in front of me , so I looked up then a smile appeared on my face.

"Dang why you smiling so hard ?" Trent said .

"I'm not even smiling that hard ." i said. "You must have been missing a nigga ." He smirked.

My smile faded .Then silence filled the room until he spoke."Well I've been missing you ." He mumbled. "Well I haven't been missing you." I lied.

"Ok ...." He sighed.

"Can i ask you sum?" I said .

"Yea."

"Why doe , Am i not good enough for you or sum ?" i said knowing that he already knows what im asking. "No it's just i noticed that you seemed more happier without me and i couldn't wait any longer. I also didn't want to rush you into it ."

"I was happy when we were together and you should of came to me instead of just cheating ."I smiply said letting Him continue.

"When we was together i started having feelings for camille but those feelings wasn't as strong as my feelings for you and I really didn't want to hurt you ."
He said with sincerity and sadness in his vioce. I felt the tears rolling down my face.

Then My little brother and Chris walked down the stairs and they notice I was crying so My little brother spoke.

"Yo sis you good ?" Kemy asked glaring at Trent . "Yea , I'm good."

"You sure?"

"Yea !" I said wiping some of the tears falling from my face. "Ight , we'll be outside if you need us." He said walking past me with Chirs following behind him. I kept cool untill They walked outside then i started crying again.

"Babygirl please don't cry no more , I'm honestly sorry for what i did to you ."

"Trent if you really loved me like you said you did you woulda waited untill i was one hundred percent sure i was ready."

"I do love you i just.... Wasn't thinking. I didn't think with my head , i was thinking with my manhood." He said holding my hand.

"Whatever Trent , just leave." Trent let my hand go and got up an turned around to look at me and then he spoke.

"We aren't getting nowhere with this shit if you make me leave." Trent walked to the door. when he was about to leave I thought about how trent had a point so i called him back.

"please come back , i guess you're right . " I sighed as I wiped off my face. He walked back to where I was and he sat back down next to me.

"Listen .. It may take me a while to forgive you and trust you but ,I'm willing to try to be friends if you are?"

"Yea I'm willing to give it a shot. " He said with a small smile.

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I streched out across the floor as I laid my head on Maya's stomach, while jazz laid her head on a pillow that's on top of my lap.

We were so lost in are phone's that the room went silent until my little sister ran in the door. I looked at her with confusion as ,Maya , Jazz  and I sat up.

"What are you wearing ?" I chuckled. "Umm , just something i threw on !" she smiled. I laughed and looked her up and down , " I got to admit you look hella good ." I squalid.

"Yea I know i look good." She said poseing.

"For a 16 year old you be feeling yourself a little to much," I said laughing. Liv chuckled."whatever."