[lauren]
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Ever since the X factor in 2012 I've been singing with my bestfriends. I know that our friendship will be everlasting. We all love each other as if we were sisters, but I think me & one of the girls aren't just sisters. I have no shame in saying I'm in love with Dinah & this feeling that I get around her is never gonna change.
Whenever I see her smile or laugh or look at me the whole world stops. It's almost like we have all the time in the world, just us no one else. I just wish that was true.
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The five of us were driving to the airport right now. The first part of our tour was ending, we would start touring again in June but we have a one month break. We were all going to spend it with our families. Camila & I to Miami, Normani & Ally to Texas, and Dinah to Cali.
I know there's this guy in Dinah's hometown. She talks about him frequently, but will never admit that she's has feeling towards him. She knows I'm really uncomfortable when she talks about him so she tries not to bring it up or anything.
Currently my head was on Dinah's lap, while she stroked my hair I scrolled through tumblr. These are the moments that I want to last forever.
She thinks I don't know but I know she's secretly texting Jase. You know that guy I was talking about? Ya well that's Jase. They were really close in highschool. But never were ready for that commitment so they never were anything more than friends.
Now there older & more mature, and I wouldn't be surprised if they were a thing when we all reunite. It's not like I have anything against the guy it's just he could get Dinah in an instance. It would just make things more complicated if Dinah & I were to date.
I finally feel the van stop & I feel empty knowing that in about a hour we would all go our separate ways. I'm not sad because we won't see eachother for a month, it's just knowing that by tomorrow morning Dinah could be sucking faces with Jace.
" You ok Lo?" I heard Dinah ask. I looked up and saw her face laced with concern. Oh that beautiful face.
I couldn't help but smile and say " Now I am."
She smiled at me which made me smile harder. I sat up and she pouted like I just killed her dog.
" Oh c'mon loser we have flights to catch," I said grabbing her soft hand and dragging her into the crazy airport.
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HELLO THIS IS MY FIRST ONE SO SORRY I KNOW IT SUCKS BUT YA SORRY ABOUT THAT HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!! 💖
