Disenchanted Lullabye

Can You Feel My Heart

It's nearing Christmas time and it's weird to not be on the East Coast with all the snow and people complaining about the holiday frustrations but I'll be back there soon. Thanksgiving was weird; I was all by myself. I had been invited to spend that holiday at one of the guys houses but I declined. I felt weird about going to someones house on a family holiday like that. I just bought a Thanksgiving dinner for one meal and watched the football games that were on as well as calling my family. It was very lack luster to say the least. It wasn't the same to watch football on Thanksgiving on my couch without my family bickering and me helping my mom cook. It made me miss home but at least I wasn't freezing my tits off like I would have been.

Anywho, In the past few months, Jaime and I made our relationship official and that alone made my year the best it could be. I also got offered too do a tour with Asking Alexandria and Bring Me and All Time Low. Now, I know what you're thinking 'that's fucking bizzare' but after BMTH dropped the album with their newish sound, they all kind of worked with each other; it would bring genres together in a stranfe way. I was excited because it was just before Warped which I would be on because my boyfriend and his band are main stagers. It would be a nice warm up before the real fun begins.

I'm leaving to head back home in about a week and I had work off until I came back. I was packing my bag when I heard a knock on the door.

I ran up and rolled my eyes when I saw the guys.

"You know we were seeing each other later." I said as I let them in. To me, an EC girl, they looked silly. All bundled up while I was in a simple sweatshirt and pj shorts. To them it really was cold at sixty something degrees, this felt like my fall.

"Yeah but we decided to come here and hangout since our houses are all messy." Mike said with a smile.

"And you have a better variety of movies and games to keep us occupied." Jaime said as he gave me a sweet kiss before settling on the couch.

"Well, make yourselves at home, I have to finish packing." I said with a sigh and they chuckled.

"You're leaving in a week, why don't you just pack a few days before?" Tony said as he watched Mike hook up the console.

"Because if I did that, I would go bonkers looking for things and it wouldn't be organized. I like to have my shit together and ready to go." I said from my room. Band people, I swear.

"Well, you could do half then do the other half tomorrow so you can actually hang out with us instead of packing to leave us." Vic said and chuckled.

"I could but then it would never get done. Play a round and I'll be done by then." I yelled and hurried myself to fold and neatly place my clothes into my bag. It took my a good half hour to completely pack my bag and still have a little room for things to bring back.

"Alright, let's do this! What are we playing?" I said as I cuddled up next to Jaime and watched as Mike threw in our favorite: Call of Duty. We could all play and it was always fun. Much less tense than Mario Kart. (my personal favorite)

"Who's ready to rage quit?" I sang as I readyed myself. We were playing online and under Capture the Flag so the teams were a little uneven; Vic, Tony and I vs Mike and Jaime. Tony was a terrible shot but a great decoy.

Mike and Jaime won but that was okay, I was no sore loser. Vic and Tony however bitched about it for a while since it was a close game. We played all night, drinking and just having a good time.

We ordered a few pizzas and played more rounds in Call of Duty until the late hours of the night. I had the next two and a half weeks off from work and I was pumped to be able to relax even when I got back from CT.