Chapter 17: tears

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I woke up today. But I can't move without feeling pain. All I feel is pain. My chest is on fire, my stomach is aching, and my heads pounding. Brent begged me to go to hospital to get second round of chemo. I went for him.
Dr.jones said I looked horrible today and didn't know about chemo. He and Brent argued for a few minutes until doctor said okay. I didn't care if I got chemo or not it won't help anymore. You want to know my thoughts on dying- I feel if I die there will be more room in this world for hate. I won't have to deal the pain of people making fun of me and always having something to say. My family might not be ready for me to go but I'm ready! As I'm getting chemo, I lay and think. What would happen if tomorrow I woke up and I'm healthy? How awesome would that be. I would be able to live the life I planned. Move into a house with Brent and have a few kids running around. I can see it know. But that's just a dream.

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