Don't Jump {A Bill Kaulitz Love Story}

Chapter 3: Our Trip Begins

I glanced over at my clock and saw that it was only 7:17 PM. Okay so if I want to wake up with enough time to shower, do my hair, make-up, and brush my teeth then I should probably wake up about an hour and a half before 9 so at 7:30 I should probably wake up. That's over 12 hours away so I will set my alarm for 7:30 and go to sleep around 2 AM. That should be enough time for everything. Now what am I going to do until 2? Hm... MUSIC=ON! I blasted Tokio Hotel, Paramore, Three Days Grace, Maroon 5, Nirvana, and so many other things including many country artists. I'm very universal when it comes to music. I grew up in a town where from ages 6-9 my class went out daily and tended a garden and blasted country sometimes. That's what happens when you grow up in a small town in Vermont. I live in New Hampshire now but still not very far away from where I grew up. 10 minutes drive, maybe. I'm a country girl deep down, sad truth right there. You would never think it by looking at me but it's true. I'm a suicidal country princess 'cuz that's how I wasborn and raised. Well the country and princess part, I wasn't raised to be suicidal, that's something I picked up from my brother and youngest older sister (I have two older sisters and she is the younger of the two for those of you who didn't get it) when I was about 7 or 8. I'm not sure when I started being emo but the first time I cut was when I was 11, in 6th grade. I'm just messed up in the head since the incident that happened almost 11 years ago to the day. 5 more days until I get reminded of it... or at least the day that something was done about it. Not the day it actually happened. I'll leave what it is until the 11th anniversary so you'll just have to wait until then to know. I spent all night listening to music and watching shows like Naruto, Death Note, Sailor Moon, and Invader Zim. My favorite characters are Gaara, L, Mini Moon, Sailor Venus, Sailor Mars, and Gir. I have three favorite Sailor Scouts because, really, who can choose just one? I glanced over at my clock later in the night and saw that it was 3:14 AM. I hit myself in the head, turned off my music, put my book away in the bag I had put 12 other books into for the trip, shut off my lihts, and went to bed.

~Dream:

I was sitting on my band's private plane and I was so excited. "Germany, here I come!" Was all I could think. Then I noticed something, I was the only one there! Suddenly I heard a thump coming from the place where the pilot is and saw him unconscious in his chair. I freaked out, I couldn't fly a plane! All I knew was that the plane was going down and so was I. My fear was coming true, I was going to die and it wasn't from suicide or old age! I was going to be hurled to ground with a plane! I started to scream. This was the end of my life, I was sure. I heard the beeping of the emergency light flashing on and off rapidly, only it didn't sound like it should have. Only when I was about to reach the ground did I realize that that was my alarm. I stopped screaming and forced myself awake before I touched the ground.

~End Dream

I sat up in bed, gasping at my dream.

Me: What the Hell?! Nice way to wake up!

I grumbled angrily to myself while I got out of bed and started getting ready to leave. I showered, did my hair, make-up, and brushed my teeth. I looked at the clock and I still had 20 minutes before the bus would be here. I quickly packed my iPod, tooth brush, hair brush, and razor blades into my purse/carry on. I was going to need my blades this week, I'm sure of it. I checked the clock again, 7 minutes left. I waited in my living room for a little while then I heard the sound of a car horn outside. The bus is here! Seconds later I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Amanda. I gave her a hug, and she helped me bring my luggage to the bus. Once everything was loaded on I sat down on our couch and waited the few minute drive to Vermont to pick up Ally, Addie, and Amber. Ally would be at the library so we stopped there and picked her up. We grabbed her stuff and she showed us where Addie and Amber live.Once everyone was accounted for and our stuff was all packed away right we set off for the airport. We arrived around 9:58 and made our way over to the hangar where our private jet would be. We didn't have to go through security to make sure we didn't have weapons or bombs or anything because it was our own private jet. We all got on and put our stuff in the places we would be sleeping if we even slept. We all noticed how quiet it was so we blasted some music and danced around. I was kind of scared about my dream still but I was starting to get over it. I was chewing my gum and just having a good time. We were practically having our own little party on the jet! It was hours later when we landed in Germany. I was kind of sad that our party was over but ecstatic that we were finally in Germany!

Thanks for reading and see you next time!