I never thought that I'd fall in love. I was wrong. Once I met my ex, Austin, I thought that I was in love. I was so wrong. He cheated on me with my 'best friend' in my own house, while I was outside. He'd leave bruises, choke me, and he mentally & physically destroyed me. Then, we broke up for the last official time in Sept of 2014. For the next couple months, I was heartbroken. I didn't know what to do with myself. So I hurt myself. I'd hurt myself bad enough that it'd give me nightmares and I would wake up with tons of scratches on my face. That year in November, he hooked up with my other so called 'best friend' and got her pregnant around 3 times, each time was a miscarriage. He threatened her, told her that he'd knock her teeth out if she talked to me, her best friend. we eventually stopped being friends with some confidential reasons, but right now, at this point in my life, i could never forgive her for what she's done to me or to my friends, or to other people. Months would go by, boyfriend after boyfriend. Then, i found Brandon. Brandon Mettler. I met Brandon over an app, and we finally met up. We talked in earlier March, but finally met up on March 27th. I was texting him over the app, telling him that his picture was cute, and he said it back. So we started to Snapchat, he sent me a picture of himself saying; "Hey cutie". What girl wouldn't fall for something like that? We started talking over Snapchat, then I decided I'd go to my mom's for the weekend, in Wells. That's where he's from. So I told him I was going to my mom's. He sounded ecstatic, and wanted to hangout. So I decided to invite him over while my mom and sister were at this bible thing. He came over. He was wearing a red, NRHEG sweatshirt, a gold chain necklace with a cross on it, a THC hat with a ton of pot leaves on it, 'Keep One Rolled' sweatpants, pot leaf socks, and combat boots. He came up to my mom's apartment and knocked on the door, I couldn't believe how nervous I was. I opened the door and he literally looked like the cutest guy I've ever met. He had a cigarette in his hand, so I took him through the bathroom, to the roof. We sat there and talked, then, it got silent. He looked at me in the eyes and said; "You have really pretty eyes." with a small grin on his face. I obviously blushed, then eventually said 'thank you' to him. He asked if he could show me around town, considering I had no idea where anything was in this town. We started walking around, then he asked me if I wanted to see this one spot where he shot his bb gun at the window, so I said yes. So we walked over there, and on the way, he grabbed my hand and held it. I was really nervous. We finally got to the place that he called; 'The Yellow Railings' and he ran up the stairs to show me the window but then started walking a different way. so I came out and said; "So we're not going to Romeo and Juliet this thing?" I say, preferring to the stairs. He came down the stairs towards me, and said; "So, do you wanna hug?" I laughed, and said 'sure'. Once he let go, he kissed me. Something sparked about that kiss and I couldn't tell what it was. At that point, I fell in love with someone I barely knew. Then, we started to walk around even more, he kept holding my hand. It was 9 pm that we walked back to my mom's apartment. We started talking while just standing there, then he got down on one knee and asked me; "Will you do me the biggest honor and be my girlfriend?" So, I said yes.
