my secret

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Chapter 16

We was on sea side as there has a scene for the video

After finished the work

Everyone started to take their way but I silently sat on a rock which was far from the
Scene place

I took a deep breath try to absorb the whole air into my lungs ... Today I am upset ... I want to cry and share everything but there is no one here who can listen me .

seaside is a place which remind me many things when ever i was upset and want to spend time alone i chose this place .. it's a non crowded place and perfect for silent person .... this is the other reason who is making me emotional today , reminding me of past memories  ...  fun with my friends , dad and my long conversations while enjoying the sun set , a happy family picnics , standing on a sea sand holding the one hand i loved most .. everything is running in front of my eyes like a movie 

RANG! RANG!

my cell phone rang made me out of my thoughts 

"hello" i picked up

"hey emy whats up" anna on the other line

"anna where were u ? i am calling u since morning" i asked

"as usual busy ..so .why u was calling? whats the matter?"

"the plan has been changed im coming to ur side tomorrow"

"really? u r?" in a cheerful voice 

"yeah" i smiled

I planed a date of Francisco and her tomorrow and she want me to help her and support her as this weird plan was mine but due to my usual weekend plan with dad i refused her , she got mad for a seconds but she understand the problem later .... she has a really good nature that she always understand problems and don't over react on small things unlike me ,so yesterday she did the same

"but u had a plan with ur dad right?" she asked 

"yeah i had , but he is going out of country for a business trip so the plan is changed" in a normal tone as i don't want to show her my sadness 

"oh i see ... okay then see ya tomorrow bye"

"bye take care"  and hanged up the phone

I stood and started to move towards the sea with a small , slow steps .. my heart is filled with tears , i want to cry but i can't , it feel like tears has been dry in my eyes .. i cant tell this to my best friend i cant get off from the burden of this feeling , and there is no one trust able to whom i can share this 

I AM TOO SCARED TO BE ALONE YET TOO SCARED TO OPEN UP.....

SHAWN'S P.O.V  :

Today Emily behavior is too scared for me .. she didn't talk to me the whole day don't even utter a single word , she was too silent and now she is sitting alone lost in a thoughts . 

i walked toward her , she is stepping slowly into the sea 

"EMILY?" i yelled while jogging to catch her

but she didn't listen

"Emily ?" i reached to her and pushed her from arm 

she faced me with a shock .. "what r u doing? u r almost in a deep water " i said with a heavy breathe

she looked in a sea realizing that what she was doing, she was walking unintentionally deep in a thoughts 

she started to bite her lower lip (as usual) ,finding words to reply "Err i..i didn't realize that" still looking into the sea . (she never made an eye contact with me )

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