Butterflies

Hurt

Jason
'Maybe I should forget her too'

The phrase ran through my head so many times. It had been a month since I had taken Mai back to her home. I still wasn't sure if I wanted to forget her, but I had to do what was best for me.

I called on one of the butterflies to remove her name from my memory. All I knew about her was what she looked like. Little did I know that this process would hurt like crazy.

My heart began to beat at a painful pace. I fell to my knees in agony.

This is for the best, I kept telling myself.

I was left on the ground, my hands gripped by my chest, tears running down my cheeks, and a face with no name to it.

I wonder what she would look like when I meet her again. How her voice would sound. That day would be the day I've completed what I wanted.

8 years had passed and I had decided to attend a school not far from the girls house. I figured that she would be attending there too.

Of course being the new guy everyone noticed you but it wasn't all good. Some of the girls stated to chase after me saying I was so "hot" and "you should ask me out". Great I have a herd of girls following me.

I did looks closer at each one but none of them had what she had.

It was my third week at the school and still couldn't find her. I was tired of finding nothing. You'd think I'd find her by now considering the size of the school. All I wanted to do was see her face. It had been so long I was starting to forget what she looked like. But her eyes stayed. Her chocolate brown eyes. They reminded me of chocolate chips.

I constantly looked for this eyes. And then finally I found those eyes. I walked towards her. She had grown. She looked down to her feet. I was getting closer to her.

She didn't notice me and we ran into each other.

"I'm so sorry. I should have looked where I was going. "

She looked up at me. Her voice was soft. I looked to her hand and saw our mark. It was still there.

"No it's fine really. You just looked like someone I used to know. I'll be out of your way. "

It was her. I finally found her. I turned to walk away.

"Wait! What's your name?"

I turned back to her. Maybe this would kickstart her memories.

"Jason."

I left her with that.
Please come back to me.

-so it's the author again. But anyway thank you for all the reads this far through. ❤️
So this chapter is from Jason's point of view again. I also went ahead and bonded all the 'hers' and 'shes' in this chapter. Just know that those are referring to Mai. Also I felt like this song kinda went with this chapter, cuz well Jason's memory of Mai is, what you could say, fading away. This is an English cover of zoetrope from amnesia by BrandonM-