Chapter 15 ~ "Suicide Attempt"

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(9:57pm, Tuesday)

It was too good to be true...

Why did I fall for it?!

Sarah never wanted to be my friend...she only used me to get closer to Ben. . .and. . .

It was so obvious...

It was so obvious that she wanted to be with Ben....on that faithful day at the park, she'd only blab about Ben and Ben and Ben! And then, she just had to say the words... 'friends'... she knew I was well lonely...she knew that Ben liked me...

Well, now... I don't give a frick ...

I frickin' should have never trusted her mean girl heart...she will only care for herself and only herself but. . . Then, I thought of something crazy...yet...weird.... If bleeding myself to death won't kill me... I need to take rash actions... I need to die split-click-splat.

By jumping...

The thought of jumping excited me. Now, I wouldn't have to cut myself! I would just...die. I would have a quick death. . .and all I ever have to do is...

Jump...

It was as simple as that... I ran out the door...ran through the streets...ran and ran...until I reached a huge building... I need to climb though...

I went to the top floor...other known as the roof...

I slowly walked towards the edge of the roof...hesitating... Should I really go through with this? Should I back out? No...I've gone too far to give up now...I just can't go back to the horrible world that I live in... I looked over the edge...busy sparkling lights were glittering from below....maybe I could land on a lamp post... nope...not possible. I looked around... there were honks and blaring of people's horns everywhere.... maybe... I could fall on a car and they could be framed for murder...yeah! I need to do something evil to at least... 1 person/7 billion people on this horrible world...

Yes...

Maybe I could land in front of a walking person...yeah... okay. It doesn't matter where I land...as long as this world would be satisfied...

*sigh*...

I clenched my eyes shut. . .put one foot forward and got ready to topple over...

"Goobye World!", I exclaimed...

I was ready... but, I felt a really painful pull on my arm as I stepped forward...somebody's holding me back...

"Evie! Don't jump!"

*gasp*... Ben...

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