Finally, In Love Again

Why am I thinking of you?

When I came from work, I was too tired to even cook a meal for myself. I took my sneakers off and lay down on the sofa; I closed my eyes for a few seconds and all of a sudden, Nowaki face popped in my head. My eyes flew open as that happened. "What the hell was that?" I said to myself as I went in the kitchen to microwave myself last night's leftover. Why was I thinking of Nowaki?? I munched on my dinner as my thoughts try to adjust itself. I wonder how old is Nowaki......well, he sure looks young...Why was he stalking me is the main question here. Ugh I don't know anymore, let's just go to sleep. I shook my head in confusion as I went up to the sink to wash the dishes. Afterwards, I went upstairs and tooked a shower, washed my face, blow dried my hair, and grabbed my  pajamas that had the kitten prints on them and heading for bed. As I turned out the lights off, my phone buzzes. Hmm? I wonder who's texting me at this hour. I grabbed my phone and was shocked to see Nowaki's name on the screen. Going to bed already? Well rest up well,sweet dreams! ( ∩_∩ ). The message that Nowaki send me said. How does he know that I'm going to bed??? Is Nowaki really stalking on me and how does he know my number? I got off my bed and looked out my bedroom window to see if there was someone out there, but there wasn't anyone there. Bing! My phone went, so I checked my phone again. Are you still awake? This time it wasn't Nowaki, it was JR asking me this. Heading to bed now, why? I replied back to JR. Nothing..... Just checking to see if you're resting up. He replied back. Resting? Of course I'm about to! so goodnight. I replied back as I put my phone on my desk. I closed my eyes and I immediately fall asleep. In my dreams I see Nowaki everywhere I go or look. Nowaki as my boss, childhood friend, coworkers, street lights, random people, and childrens. "-gasp!- huff huff huff..... What a nightmare!" I woke up in the middle of the night because of that stupid dream I had. I got out of bed and went downstairs to get a drink of water. Seriously.... Why am I thinking about him??? I asked myself in my mind as I sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV. Ladies and gentleman, please welcome our host today, Nowaki Amano!!!! -clapping- "Thank you" As soon as I heard that name and saw that face, I started choking on my drink. " What the hell! Why is he on TV.... You gotta be kidding me!!!" I screamed in frustration. Congratulations by the way on making it top ten Mr. Amano. "Thank you so much! I couldn't done it without my workers, they worked hard" Nowaki said as he smiled brightly while looking directly at the camera. Hollyshit! This is really bad. I grabbed the remote and turned the TV off and ran up the steps to my room and went straight to bed.