Wanna Leave

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"Miss you are not going anywhere, not until you are 18." Shouted my mother after I pissed her off by again demanding to go to a boarding school.

"Why you wanna leave this town so desperately, what is wrong with you?"

What is wrong with me? What actually is wrong with me? I wish I could answer that question. All I know is that I want to leave this town, escape this city, and fly away from this country maybe to other universe or galaxy or space. Any place that can help me reduce my misery, to take away this pain, this agony, this depression, this suffocation, this regret of actually investing my heart in someone whom I found worthy, and keeping in mind the definition of a "perfect boy", basically a person on whom I can rely.

Ours was never a perfect love story, but it was my favourite. And guess what? He turned into everything he said he will never be.

As coin have 2 sides, similarly I cannot blame him solely for our ill fate even I admit half of it, I am not that innocent.

All these thought process came to pause when I realised that my mom left the room with a deafening bang of the door.

Now I am all alone, drowning in the period of reminiscence with the world swirling around. I lie on my bed with pillow hard-pressed around my head to prevent my past and bad dreams from haunting me.

But somehow this practice seems to be of no use.


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