The Pain of words

The words I have been given go on forever

Bitch,whore,cunt,fat,ugly and worthless are a few

The list goes on and on

Its an endless black hole that tears me down

I can't look at myself without the words running through my head

I'm insecure about the way I look

Thanks to those people who called me ugly and fat

If feel like nobody cares what they say

I've wanted to just run far away from the pain

It just keeps coming back even stronger

I wonder if they'll ever feel my pain

I wonder if they've been given names

I wonder, "Is this why they cause me pain?"

Causing others to feel like you isn't right

Putting a storm cloud over them to ruin their day

That's selfish

Some people put on a face

To hide their deep pain

Don't judge people with words

You know their face not their story