Demonic Love ~ Rin Okumura Love Story

Secluded

I sat in my dorm, lights off,  alone.  I sat in the middle of the floor hugging my knees, thinking.  Yes, dangerous but I had been plotting to leave. The country go somewhere, where no one would get hurt because of my stupid actions.  I heard three knocks at my door and I looked up.  Who the hell is going to come bother me at 6 A.M. on a Saturday? I let out a mix of a tired and annoyed sigh, I get up and walk over to the door.

I noted I needed to repaint the door, the white paint was starting to peel off.  I opened the door and saw Rin standing there with a pillow under his arm. "what do you want?" I ask sincerely confused, "Yukio and I got in a fight and he kicked me out, you had an extra mattress in here so I figured I could sleep in ere, the other rooms are creepy..." he said tiredly.

I looked at him for a moment then sighed, "Fine" I say finally after the long silence and move out of the way and he walks in.  I moved the mattress and put it against the wall and sat on my bed and resumed hugging my knees and thinking.  He laid on the mattress, "Dude I need a blanket..." he said looking at me expecting one to appear.

I threw a blanket that was at the edge of my bed at him and he caught it, "Thank you" he said and put his arms behind his head and stared at the ceiling.  I began to slowly rock myself back and forth and when he was asleep I snuck off to the roof. 

I laid down on the roof and  put my arms behind my head. To be honest I wanted to cry and scream and light everything on fire, my life was now officially messed up on multiple levels. I can't be thinking  like this though, I want to save everyone else not myself if I die I won't care.  I stared up at the bright full moon and the twinkling stars.

~Memory Scene~

I was six years old and was on Mephisto's shoulders giggling as he had took me outside to look at the many stars.  I saw some stars shoot across the sky some just stayed in their place and twinkled there.  I smiled and pointed at a shooting star "Oooooh that one is pretty!!!" I said excitedly.

Mephisto smiled, "That's called a shooting star Kanaya." he said as we both watched it glide across the star filled night.  There were so many stars, I couldn't even count the amount on my little fingers.

~Scene Ends~

(Sappy Rinaya scene will happen *winks*)

That was before all this crap happened. I found my eyes welling with tears, I couldn't handle all this stress and pain that was slowly building on the inside.  I managed to keep them in but I still could burst out crying at any moment.

I felt like going to bed would be the best of ideas right now.  I walked back to my floor and snuck back into my dorm, I must be terrible at sneaking because Rin woke up. I quickly crawled into my bed and bit my lip trying not to cry again, I squeezed my eyes tightly shut.

"Kanaya?" In asked sitting up wearily and looking around the darkened room. I turned onto my side and let out a little noise trying to act like I was asleep.  I could feel the tears threatening to spill out of my eyes, I did not dare open my eyes.

It was so hard acting like I was asleep, I wanted to fidget and move around.  That would obviously say I wasn't asleep though, I opened my eyes to see if he was asleep, he wasn't.  "Kanaya...are you okay?" I tried to say yes but all that came out of my mouth was a small, quiet whimper.

Tears welled in my eyes, and he stared at me for a moment, confused. "Are you okay?" he asked me a hint of worry in his voice.  Another whimper, he started to get up but I got up and started to walk out of my room.  Tears were now starting to fall down my pale cheeks, I felt his hand grab my wrist and I stopped. "Kanaya,stop ignoring me!" he said in a tone of voice I didn't like.